02/12/2010 22:20
-14 lbs in 5 days
I hit a plateau and then gained some weight back. So i started the master clenase...kinda. i just did the lemonade part ;) I lost 14 lbs so far in 5 freakin days. Lovin it. Gonna come off for valentines and back on monday. Then ill get back on phen.
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01/06/2010 07:45
for all those of you who are concerned
I am one BIG RED FLAG and i always will be. At least making goals to be skinny for this dress or this guy is better than doing druGS to be thin enough. The outside world effects everyone of us and you cant deny it. We lose weight to be healthy and TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT OURSELVES. And gettin into that pretty dress, and dancing with your skinny bitch friends, and seeing a guy you used to date and being sexy to him again are all things that make me feel good about me.
So thank you all for your concerns but if this is unhealthy...its a hell of a lot healthier than I used to be. And yeah..my next goal IS to lose enough weight in the next 3 months so that when i do see Jason he isn't like "damn you gained weight!" he'll be more like "DAMN you look good!"
Shallow it may be ..... but then i guess i am too!
oh and for anyone who cares.....215 by 3-29-10 ;0)
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01/06/2010 01:55
one month down
so new years was soo much fun. They had 3 open bars all night and we had VIP wit bottle service. Lets just say I went wayyy over on my booze calories ;)
I just finished my first month of phen and i was down a lot more but with christmas and new years i still lost a whole turkey! Down like 15 pounds. Thats not too shabby. Gotta do better than that this month though.
This guy i used to date has been texting and messaging me on FB. I still dating this other guy (...im a skeez) but now i got have another goal haha. Cuz i really like this guy-but i dont want him to see that i gained weight. So ill lead him on for a few months and ill be right back where i was. That'll be my treat to myself haha ;)
Hows everyone doin?!??!?!?
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12/30/2009 10:46
OMG =)
Guess who got a dress?!
Its this really pretty like green blue turquois color tube top dress down above my kneecap with black lace down the sides and for the halter and a satin tie around the waist. And i got matching black lace 4 inch heels. im sooo excited =)
And as for the diet...man it is HARD when Im on break from school. Went out last night in sacramento with this guy that I met last time -he looks like eminem and hes a construction worker (omg!). And then tonight my cousin flew in from long beach for new years and I took him out on the town with some of my girls..just back. I know I know...late nights and cocktails aren't a dieter's friend. I really need to stop but I'm having so much fun. I'm down 40 pounds and I'm finally losing it like in my face and stuff. It's break and i'm just maintaining. After new years i SWeAr i'll get my stuff together and stop partyin with the girls! HOLD ME TO IT....pLeAsE!!
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12/28/2009 23:28
Frustrated!
I feel like I'm at a stand still. The past like 2 weeks I've been up and down. I'm on phen it's supposed to be just down!! I work out and I limit my cals to a max of 1200 and only slip up and go over that very occasionally. I still haven't bought a new dress for new years even! I'm thinkin i'm just gonna wear my black dress that I have and get some new red high heels and lipstick and just go for it...but I want a NEW dress haha.
I really need to find out what is making me at this stand still. I thought I was hitting it at 260 when I had lost 25 pounds on weight watchers and then it just stopped. Then I started phen and dropped another what 10 or 15 pounds. I guess considering that I've only been on phen for december that I shouldn't be complaining..but man, i'm paying for consistent weight loss! :0P
Alright well I guess it's time to quit bitchin and get to the gym. Circuit training and eliptical trainer here I come.
ooo ps...
I went to break up with my boyfriend last night too and he was too sweet and gave me my late xmas gifts and I backed down....AGAIN! Maybe I do like him after all...lol. Man, when it comes to men I'm messed up in the head! Probably all those holes in my brain are effecting my relationships (j/k).
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12/27/2009 23:59
after xmas and hungover
I let myself enjoy xmas. I smoked pot, ate food, drank, and had a blast. Downside is I gained a lil over 2 pounds. Upside is I ALREADY GOT THEM OFF! Yesterday I made myself an egg white only veggie and chicken omlete and then doubled up on the gym. I went out last night and drank like a fish so the scale said I'm at 249.7 but it may be lying cuz i'm probably dehydrated haha.
Man last night was fun. Got all sexy'ed up and went out with the girls. First to a friends concert and then out clubbin. My friends are so damn pretty and I feel kinda like all the guys in clubs are chumps. I'd rather go to a dive bar personally ;) But I still had a hell of a time! Danced my butt off! haha. Even ran into an ex from a few years back (when I was like 180 lbs and On OnE!) and I did that thing that is super annoying.....I acted like I didn't see him. Even though we met eyes. He only saw me sitting in the charger but he was like staring! God I'm such a child hahaha.
Alright well tryin to muster the energy to go to the gym-at least for a lil...but i think i'm still buzzin and shouldn't drive yet. It's 3 pm tho! lol.....
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12/24/2009 06:13
Oh and one more thing! haha
Obviously I feel chatty tonight...but the one good thing that came out of everything that I did the last few years is that somehow I ended up back in school and found a LoVe for math<3 soo strange I know...but its so consistent that i love it!
Well this semester I got all A's!!!!!! In 14 units! My GPA is now 3.86 (because I've gotten 2 B's along the way). YEY!! I'm super excited!
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12/24/2009 05:53
In addition to my last post..
I got a couple congrats from people and I replied to one...I feel like it was kinda important for me to share it with someone...
u know why it's such a milestone?
I had stopped using dope and then I got ahold of it again and started doing like a sack a week (so like two days worth if i was "lucky"). I remember at the end of my using I had gained a lot of weight from not using it daily. I got on the scale and it said 245 and I told myself "DAMN I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!". Then I stopped using completely and the next time I got on it said 285.
The next mini goal is the weight I was before I ever touched the ****. Which would be 211 lbs
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I am feeling great though. I'm getting into my workouts. I'm doing 30 minute circuit training and 20-60 mins eliptical trainer. This along with a MAX of 1200 cals is making me lose major weight. Been losing like a pound a workout..and it's fabulous.
For breakfast today I had a veggie egg white only omlete with some avocado and cheddar cheese. And for dinner I had a small soup (not the whole can!) and a salad with this yogart salad dressing. The salad dressing is like 50 cals for blue cheese! and it tastes great!! Why didnt they think of making salad dressing with yogart instead of mayo before?!?!
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12/23/2009 21:45
FINALLY!!!
FINALLY!!! I AM DOWN TO THE NEXT SET! I'm in the 240's now. My first goal was to get into the 240's and im there! This is kinda big for me. All the working out in the world I did before starting phen would never get me out of the 250's. I'm so excited. This will make my dreaded dress shopping so much better haha. Still havent found a cute one. Maybe I'll just wear one of the ones I already have..But I want a new one!!
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12/21/2009 20:55
ahhh new years dress shopping!!
I lovvve dresses. Low cut (show off the girls), no muffin top (lol), and throw on some heels and all a sudden i feel good about myself. Only problem is-its winter. There are like NO dresses being sold out there. Dont they know that its about to be new years and a girls gotta look good?!
I'm going to a BIG event for new years. VIP...and all the girls im going with are fricken hot. Soo i gotta look good. Dont wanna be the fat girl-so i really gotta step it up and make my mark. All i need is a great outfit!! pffft..skinny bitches haha.
Wish me luck. I think im back to a XL but my boobs are still XXXL =( they make it difficult to find clothes. DD sucks on me!
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