Hey Strangers!

Hey guys!  Sorry i have been MIA for a while.  lots-oh-health issues right now.  They are testingmy blood for all sorts of stuff and i have been having sleeping issues/dealing witht he holidays and the BF's family and then crazy work schedules and holiday parties and AHHHH!

Anywho...i am doing well eatign wise, i haven't been exercising, but the weight is still coming off so i am happy.  I could do better, but getting less than 2 hors of sleep each night barely gives me energy to get through the day, much less add moving around to it.

Hope you all are still doing well.  I am going to try and catch up on blogs today/this weekend.  I finally have some downtime.  I will be baking holiday goodies all weekend as gifts to coworkers for the holiday tins, but i won't eat them (or at least much of them) i swear! ; )

I'm melting!

Down another 2 pounds!  SO i have lost the weight i gained from my emotional bender and time away from my crutch EP.

10.6 pounds to lose before December 21st...YIKES.  I didn't realize how behind schedule i was on that.  Think i can do it?  That's 11 pounds in 15 days.  That doesn't seem healthy.  Well i will try my hardest without hurting myself.  Exercise and eat right.  I can do it - or at least be healthier.  That is really the true goal in all this.

Besides the fact that i have lost about 25 pounds i am down 2 sizes.  I bought a size 18 (out of the 20s!) Michael Kors dress for my Christmas party.  I couldn't beleive it.  Usually i have to buy dresses a little bigger than even normal clothes since my tummy is my biggest issue - it clings there and i look like i am in maternity clothes.  But it looks HOT on me...i will send pics after the party.  And i also have the cutest cocktail dress i also look sexy in for my BF Xmas party.  I am gonna be a stunner! :-D

I faced it.

So i faced the scale this morning and things were better than expected.  I actually only gained 2.6 pounds on my EP hiatus / stress binger.  But i am so glad to be back and back on track.  I worked out this morning and i was in such a good mood all day.  I forgot how good it feels to get moving in the a.m.  I wasn't even planning on it.  I was going to workout tonight but i couldn't sleep so about 5:20 i got out of bed and decided to burn some energy to possibly help me sleep better tonight...and low and behold it was like someone took my pissy mood off my shoulders.  How nice.  I am sure my boyfriend and co-workers are more excited about it than myself.
Hope all is well with my EP friends.

Here i am again

So here we go with the new account.  No ties, all fake/new info so hopefully this will work and remain private from troubling eyes.  WISH ME LUCK!
I was really down on myself with the stress of everything and have gained weight.  So i need to go back to how i was before and dedicate myself to my self again.