Soooo LOOOOONG!
Oh I have been gone so long! Life got crazy, but I am getting my head back together now!
One new development is that I am broke! Broker than usual anyway. My school informed me that I'm not actually getting all the money I was approved for, so things I was planning to spend some of the money on (like JC and oh, HEALTH INSURANCE) are in major jeopardy right now. Fortunately, with JC there are no monthly dues or anything so even though I'm not able to buy JC food right now, I can still go every week for a meeting and a weigh in. That's good. As for insurance... who knows. It's so frustrating! There's a health center on campus for regular stuff, Planned Parenthood for female stuff... it's the emergency stuff I worry about. The only way I can be covered is a car accident that is someone else's fault! Scary! My sweet bf said we could go to the courthouse and get married, but I really want to do our wedding right.
Anyway, all that stressful stuff aside, I am back. My weight is up a bit. My eating has been off because I've been adjusting to a drastically new schedule. I'm learning to pack a lot of snacks and playing around with when I eat my protein and carbs. This journal will now become much more of a food log for me because for the past 2 or so weeks, I haven't written a thing down. Meals for me are taking on a whole new meaning - there's a lot of snacks throughout the day. It feels weird and I think I was over compensating the last two weeks by doing my snacks but still having a meal because I missed it. Not hungry for it, but it was just missing, so I had it. Duh Holly.
So I'll be trying out EPs food log. If that doesn't work, into the daily blog it goes! That's my promise - written for all (and ME!) to see!