My Boyfriend, My Butt
So in the car last night, my boyfriend and I were talking about my weigh in (he's the first person I call with my results). I told him how my total is almost 15 lbs now. He told me that was awesome. Then we started talking about body image and noticing changes. Honestly, I don't see any physical changes. I feel that my clothes fit better and that I can wear things I was wearing last year and that's awesome. The body I see in the mirror I think is skinnier than I really am - I was shocked at my photo that's posted here. I literally got dressed, looked in the mirror - nice - and then took the picture, loaded onto my computer, looked at in and said - WHAT?!? So I guess for now, this is a good thing. I've got the confidence of someone skinnier than I am. The problem is, I know when I'm skinnier, I still see the same chubby girl! I know that's what pictures are for. In 10 lbs I'll have my halfway photos and get to compare those. I just think I'm going to have to carry them all around with me!
As for the butt part - my boyfriend is just so cute. I told him I didn't see a difference, he told me he did, especially in my butt. He said it looked sexier now. Then he kinda got this panicked look on his face (he was driving so he wasn't looking at me, he was looking at the road) and quickly blurted out "if that's EVEN POSSIBLE" and went on and on. I laughed so hard and congratulated him on his nice cover up. Believe me this was a compliment I was not going to pick apart! So yay for my honey. And my butt!