08/05/2007 23:03
At the end of my rope!
My life has been a up and down roller coaster. As I sit here now I have to keep myself from crying b/c of my weight! I mean I'm a mother of 2 very small children and so unhealthy its not funny. I don't want to be with my husband, I don't want to play with my girls. I'm always tired and just tired of looking like someone else. When people tell me, You are so pretty, I just can't believe them.. I don't believe really overweight people can be pretty.. Only b/c the fat changes what you really look like... I want to change this about me. I want to know what I look like under this weight. I don't have to lose 100 lbs to be happy. I just want to know I'm on my way to a better life. To be healthy and not worrying about dropping dead b/c of the weight. God please help me!
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05/23/2007 08:40
Just a few changes...
ok so I'm still doing low carb but not Atkins... I just find them to tight with what I have to eat... Like veggies... I am not a big veggie person and for me to have to do 12 to 15 carbs a day just from veggies isn't going to happen... Another thing all this no processed foods... I'm sorry but with two small children, thats all we eat during early day... So I'm making changes where I need them. I'm doing low carb but with what I have here. I buy double fiber bread so I can have bread with the least carbs. Only 5 per slice isn't too bad. I weighed this morning as from what it shows I'm finally in the 70's.... The 270's that is...haha I can truely say that I'm not cheating and I'm eatting right. It feels good to do this right..
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05/20/2007 20:27
Rethinking the low carb diet plan...
I'm just not seeing enough results... I am doing it pretty perfect and still only got, what 5lbs in 1 week and 4 days... I mean I guess maybe I'm in too much of a rush... I know some people do the fad diets and lose a good deal but then it will all come back once they stop... A big part of me just says let me do the fad diet and deal with the other issues later but the smarter side of me says win or lose the contest I want to do this weight loss right this time. I'm just so tired of being fat. I just pray for God to give me the strength to stay on this plan instead of the faster way. I know if I make smart decision and be healthy. No contest is worth starving myself and then just gaining it back later. I just want to see the results I guess... I just gotta start getting a better mind change and thinking positive and not feeling bad when others have more results then me. I'm not going to let ANY PERSON OR THE DEVIL stop me from getting my victory!
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05/11/2007 15:13
Things I need to work on..
Ok first is eatting less calories. I read something yesterday that said if you eat and eat you may get under your carbs but still over eight in calories and that can stop your progress. I've finally made it past my first two days with atkins and now my body should be burning my own fat.... Which to me is very exciting...hehe by by fat...
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05/10/2007 20:41
Why do I feel hungry?
Ok I think I've eatten 5 meals today.. I've stayed under my carbs but I mean gosh thats a lot of meals... Right at this moment I finally feel full.. why did it take 5 meals to feel full? I just feel like something is wrong with me if I got to eat that much... Good Lord.. Now this makes me depressed... Will this be everyday? I feel like a pig today!
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05/10/2007 13:51
Walking getting easier...
Well went walking with my sister this morning and guess we'll be going from now on.. It seems to be getting easier to do it... Atkins is sitting well with me I guess... I just ate a bit ago and feel like I'm hungry again... But I know it will pass and I'm not going to give in to my tummy... I think my tummy is just use to getting its way all the time and I have to trian it... lol I know I must sound funny! I just want to do this you know? I've been this way for so long and given up so easy that I want to prove not only to myself but to my family I can do it.
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05/09/2007 22:50
Day 1 of Atkins
I've got the worse headache.. Not sure if its from the lack of sugar... But gosh this one is bad... I feel really tired and just yucky but making it through... I can't wait to see the results of this diet... I know it works.. I just wish I knew someone who was my size before and did it so I can see the results and that would pump me up even more...
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05/09/2007 15:13
Sneak peak at the scale...
From what its telling me I've lost 3lbs so far... But we all know that water.. .hehe I'm excited that I've started atkins even thought I"m hungery already..lol But I'm excited b/c in a day or two my body will start to burn off my own stored fat and thats just exciting.. I can't wait to get on the scale and watch the lbs drop...
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05/09/2007 09:36
Good Morning...
Well I just woke up.. Gosh I got to get some focus... Why don't I have any drive? I guess I have to just keep telling myself I can do it. Oh yeah and lots of prayer!
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05/08/2007 21:03
Atkins here I come...
b/c I can't seem to find a for certain on how many carbs I should be doing on sugar busters.. And also I want to lose the most possible weight in the next 10 weeks to win this contest.... So guess starting tomorrow atkins is what I'll be doing.. Which means will have to do the induction phase for 2 weeks... Which is good b/c thats how long I got minus two days until my next weigh in... It said on the website that if you do it right it will take 48 hrs for your body to start burning your fat instead of carbs.. And that you will feel tired and really crappy... But I can do it.. So come tomorrow I can only have 25 carbs I believe... no more all you can eat low carb like I been doing the last two days.
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