Ive been trying the last few weeks but not really really trying like I should do, I was told by my gynecologist if I dont lose a good amount of weight by feb 2011 he is going to discharge me from fertility treatment.I spent a couple of weeks being angry with how he said it but its true I need to lose weight & maybe when(I deleted if and replaced with WHEN) I do get near or at goal I may possibly get pregnant on my own without fertility treatment ( obviously with the help of Ant).
Ok so the past few weeks I have been on slimfast and lost 5lb in my first week but I lost faith I missed having solid food for breakfast & lunch, Ant bought in come crisp and chocolate bars so knowing they have been in the cupboard I have helped myself on a few occasions.
But thats ok because there gone now

and Im going to make ant promise he doesnt buy in rubbish as I am too weak to resist it but I do have the willpower not to buy any from the shop so thats a start to be honest I had more chocolate on the night of the finale ever big brother I was in morning and ant was camping in the lakes with my uncle!
Ok so I did have kfc & Mcdonalds yesturday but I dont feel guilty because Ive been drinking slimfast shakes for the past 3 weeks, I didnt even enjoy the mcds but loved the kfc lol.But that memory has to be just that for a month at least as I need to kick ass!
Yesturday I decided I was going to stop slimfast and just concentrate on just eating healthy today could be worse to be honest heres what im having..
Breakfast
I had 2 weetabix with semi skimmed milk
Lunch
I have just ate a grilled cheese sandwich that Ant made but feeling abit sickly now with the grease 
Tea
We are having mince fajita's
snacks
none need to buy some fresh fruit
its not a great day but its alot better than I used to have
1. I would skip breakfast
2. I would be half way through a 2ltr bottle of coke by now
3. tea would be takeaway

4. I would snack on chocolate
Exercise I havent done any yet will do 30mins later before tea.
This site is going to be my journal from now on i feel a little lighter already lol.
Not long till christmas and I would love to lose 2stone by then so that can be my mini goal any more is a bonus so that will be spot on 2lb a week Id need to lose...14 weeks to christmas you guys wooooo!!!