Glad :)
I didn't feel like getting out of bed this morning. My fault (I stayed up late) but I drop my 2 nd grade boy off at school on school days so I did get up. After I dropped my boy off at school I thought about skipping my workout because I was tired. I did workout 
And I am glad I did
I realized that over the years even though I am certified to teach group fitness (I am a fitness professional. I have been for 6 years now!) I never really took it to heart. I wouldn't workout if I wasn't teaching. I didn't always eat like I should. I just really never took it to heart.
I am still working through issues. Asking my self questions like Why? Why when I absolutely love fitness. I read about it all the time . I love it!!!
So WHY? do I let myself get away with not practicing what I preach??? Why do I let myself get lazy when I am not teaching???? Well I haven't got an answer for my self. There is no excuse. If I am going to be a top-notch fitness instructor I need to live the part. I am working out 5 to 6 days a week and I am not currently teaching. Finally I am living what I want to become. I will be a top-notch fitness professional. I am going to be in awesome shape by the end of the year. WHY??? Because I am living my dream of becoming the best instructor I can possibly be. I am working on myself so I will be an awesome example for my family and my students(when I start teaching again)
I thank God for such a beautiful family. I want to live a healthy life to be a good example for them.
Shawn