Yes, unfortunately I did have a cheat day today.....LOL....well maybe not unfortunately. I was doing good today and then my sweet man came into my work and brought me a starbucks strawberries and creme small frapp. Those things are like my absolute favorite. He told me that he likes spoiling me and I told him I was on a diet....But he told me that everything will be fine....so yeah I went to firehouse and got a large club sandwich with a vault and the nacho doritos. It was soooo stinkin' goodsies. :) I was in heaven. I'm still not hungry.
But I did exercise last night even though I really didn't feel like it and I slowed down a little bit because of the pain of being consistent. This morning...I hardly felt any pain and the pain I had yesterday went away. I did the treadmill tonight and for the first time in my LIFE....I did not hold onto the bars....at all....for 30 stinkin minutes....and then I did some tai chi at the end. :) I was so proud of myself. I think at the beginning of the workout I had Jillians voice in my head from the Biggest loser saying, "Don't put your hands on that rail or I'll break your fingers off" LOL....I didn't feel the need to really. From pushing myself to do Turbo Jam really paid off. I feel a lot better.....I feel like I could've done more but I knew I couldn't overdue it because my legs were in pain.
I have done 3 days of intensive workouts and none of it has paid off.....This frustrates me and makes me wonder if what I'm doing is right. I'm keeping under or at my calorie limit and most of the time it's below. I just don't understand how I couldn't have lost anything :( I should have lost something.
This is my 3rd day straight of exercising...and my body aches :) I did the Biggest Loser Cardio Max last night...I thought I was going to dieeeeeeeeeee. I couldn't even bend over today without feeling pain....or even just sitting down for the matter. On that note....I'm still going towards my goal....and I'm not giving up....not matter what!!!!! I'm in this to stay in this....no matter how bad it may feel for my body....LOL....Hey....it takes work and effort to get in shape....so I'm going to dooooooooo it :)
I Did Blubber Blaster Last Night.....and I'm exercising today :D
I feel really good....even though I know I've gained since my last weigh in on this thing...I probably lost weight from yesterday. It was surely an intense workout. I haven't been eating like I should though.....I've been eating small sweet treats but those add up in calories/points. What's crazy about it is....I think I'm doing ok with it. I am not doing ok. :( It is really time for some changes in my life. I am a cashier...so it is really hard for me not to give in to temptation....Because of all the candy and soda....and plus we get a discount for eating them. I am literally like staring at them all day. LOL. I wish I could get another job that wouldn't have any vending machines or places where I would indulge myself into temptation. If I could get my foot in the door and work in a call center, I think I will be ok :)
So no more of these indulging into temptations....They are just extra pounds and I don't need those. :)
Lately I have been struggling with my blubber and I just really need to lose the weight...I can't put it off tomorrow...it has to be today :) I just have a problem with maintaining and being consistent. I suprise myself sometimes on how far I can push myself to go farther and make it to the goal I have :) So hopefully I keep on keeping on!!!! I need change!!!!! :)
Going to do the Blubber Blaster tonight. HAHAHAHHA
Things have been quite interesting lately. Me and my man got to spend Saturday and Sunday together which was amazing. :) I loved every minute of it. There is a part of me that is scared that I might lose him and that things are going to go wrong, but I have to trust.
I recently applied for a position as a customer service representative. I am hoping I get the job. They are doing a background check on me as we speak.
I really do need a car. I am at work right now....Waiting to get home... I wish when I could clock out I could really go home. Finances are really killing me. I try to save for a car but with the bills that I have to pay....it's really hard. There have been a few cars I have been looking at to buy. I'll be sooooooooooo happy when I can finally get my own wheels.
I am going to be registering into Planet Fitness...Only $10 a month. 24 hours Mon - Fri. Hopefully it will help me lose weight and stay toned. When I think of the 24 hour fitness, I think of the biggest loser and all the contestants struggling for a weight loss for their weigh in. Jillian saying "I'll break your hands off if you don't get back on that treadmill" LOL.
It would be a lot easier to have a personal trainer....but I don't think I could afford it with my job now. It would help me keep in shape though. I feel like I'm doing this on my own. :(
Today has been an interesting day. I had to go to work and then I got all my school work done which was pretty easy. I got to experience going to General Conference last night in Greensboro NC... There was a lot of pentecostals there. I was excited that I got to go. My man got to go with me which it was his first time and I was glad that we could share the experience. The minister was talking about there is hope for everyone.
Tonight I'm getting back into exercise and getting some of my "baby fat" off....LOL...(joking I am...)
Lunch - WW Chicken Quesadilla with a Vault (tryed to stay away from it but I needed the caffeine....I was sooo dead this morning.
Supper - WW Chicken Alfredo with Mixed Berry 5 Calorie Drink... A pear as well
Exercise - Hopefully going to be getting some turbo jam in. :)
Last night we all went out to Dennys and I got the lumberjack slam which was so good....it was hard to function last night and today from it. I felt bloated....LOL....Yesterday I had a good cheat day...LOL...I also went to Cracker Barrel and had Chicken and Dumpling Platter. (My fav)
I had some pepperoni pizza today from papa johns. My man bought it and we both had some. :( I've made up in my mind that I am going to exercise tonight :) I watched the biggest loser today :) It is motivating me to do more. I have got some school work to do and then tonight I am also going to be watching some general conference. Too bad I have to work this weekend. :(
There was a lot of pentecostals there. I was excited that I got to go. My man got to go with me which it was his first time and I was glad that we could share the experience. The minister was talking about there is hope for everyone. 