Feeling good!

Good Morning guys,

Just wanted to let everyone know that i am okay and feeling better. I moved two weeks ago into my first apt alone! wow it feels great! But all the stress with moving and not knowing if i had the money i gained weight. I got up to 210lbs (7/20/07) But now i am 194lbs so thats 16lbs...and i am feeling good about that. I am going to keep up the good work. In October i am going to ATL with a friend....so i am trying to lose weight for that trip. Also in February i am trying to go to the NBA all star weekend and my girl from D.C. knows what that means (BALLA'S). So wish me luck. The few people that pay attention to my page.

Thanks

On my way

Hey guys,

First i just want to say i hope everyone had a happy fourth of July! And secondly i would like to say thank you for all the feed back and support that i have been getting. Because of the support that people have shown me i am going to take this weight thing seriously. I am going to go to the gym today and have a good work out. Oh yea i am starting to take the phen again. i think that its just a mental thing but i'll go with the flow. I really dont have much to say so...i will blog more tomorrow.

I'm ready!!!!!! But i need YOUR help

Okay guy's i am ready to lose this damn weight! I cant walk around with it any longer! Today is the day that i am going to make a major change. I don't care if it kills me...i am going to lose 50lbs. Now i just need to sit down and really come up with a plan on how to do so. So please guys show some support and love because i know it is not going to be easy.

Thanks in advance!

So ready to give up!

Oh my gosh! I am seriously about to give this weight thing up. I cant do this. I keep gaining weight and i dont know what to do. I dont really want to take the phentermine because i dont like the way it makes me feel. But if its going to help and kick start my weight loss then thats what i have to do. I truly forgot how hard it was to lose weight. Tia.....girl i dont know what to do i am really going to need your help on this girl.

BYE

PLEASE HELP ME SOME BODY!

Not so good.....

Hey Guys,

Just not my Week!

So Wednesday my friend calls me and says that she wants to hang out with some male "so called" friends of hers...and so at that point i am thinking OH GOD...Then I'm like what the hell i might make new friends(seeing how my man just left me) So we go over and have a few drinks, you know laughing and joking around then all of a sudden the atmosphere in the room starts to change and get hot and heavy. Then guy that i was talking to just started to change. But to make a long story short the guys leaves because i wasn't trying to sleep with him. So he leaves mad and its like 1:30-2am. I tell my friends that its time to leave around 3:30am i got to get in my car and he has left a surprise for me.......The fucker slashed NOT ONE but TWO of my tires! How gay is that for a male? So as i am reaching into my purse to get my AAA card (Thank god for daddy's AAA card) I notice that my wallet is wide open.... and i am thinking why is this open? I look inside and $60.00 is missing. So not only did this bastard flatten my tires if hits me up for my spending money for the next two week.

So lets recap my week so far shall we? My man leaves me, i find out that i have gained 20lbs in a year( all of witch is within the last few months) My tires get cut, i get robbed for $60.00. The police that i filed the police report with think i am only doing it for insurance reasons, then i got to a local pool hall last night and the guy that i have had the hots for...laughs at me in my all white out fit and calls me cottage cheese butt! How fucking embarrassing! SOME ONE PLEASE SHOOT ME NOW!!!!!

Oh NO!!!!!

Hey Guys,

I'm kinda depressed today. Yesterday my boyfriend of 6 months broke up with me......But i think i am going to be okay because i kinda knew that it wasn't going to work out anyway. But i am proud of myself because i didn't buy all the candy at my part-time job and eat like a depressed pig. I have a feeling that today is not going to be much better. I have to go look for an outfit to wear for tomorrow. I am going to a local club to see the love of my life preform his name is Tank. I seen him once before not to long ago and i was trying to look sexy but he just called me a little girl.  I was so embarrassed! Here i am thinking that i am the hottest thing in the club giving him my "Next Top Model" walk and he calls me a little girl. But its okay. Anyway moving on.Monday i was at home looking at some videos on B.E.T and the Trey Songs Wonder-Women video came on and i seen her  the chick with my dream body. She goes but the man of Lola Luv if any of you want to check her out. Anyway needless to say after i got to 20 different department stores because i cant find jeans that fit me i am going to lock myself in a damn gym. I am going to go cry now!!!

Later

The start

Hello All,

Well i am once again starting this long battle with losing weight. I beet it before losing 60lbs. But some how it just snuck back on me. I guess with working two jobs that might happen. I am taking phentermine but for some reason its not working like the 1st time i took it. Maybe if i get off my back side and do something it might!!! Anyway i think im done for today thanks people.

See ya later