Starting again for the last time

Making it work for good.

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  • Name: SAndre77
  • City: Rome
  • Region: Georgia
  • Country: United States

My Weight Loss

Height: 162.6cm
Start weight: 255.00lb
Current weight: 249.00lb
Goal weight: 155.00lb
Lost to date: 6.00lb
Remaining: 94.00lb

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Curiosity did not kill THIS cat.

I am so proud of myself today. I went on my usual Weekend walk today. I have been going a mile and a half up the trail and then back when I went at any time. Well, as I stepped on the 1 1/2 marker today I peered around the bend and wondered...hmmm...."what is over the hump?" I was curious to know what the uncharted part of the trail looked like and how much farther I could go. I took a deep breath, paused to stretch my legs for a few moments, took a drink from my G2 bottle and pushed forward. I guess that I was super woman today because when I got to the 2 mile marker I grinned and kept going. "what will 5 miles feel like? I may as well." 2 1/2 miles up!!!

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I paused and looked back and decided that I HAD to be able to make it back to the trail head without calling 911. LOL I turned around and headed back wondering if I was indeed going to make it back to my SUV....walking...walking....Got lapped by two women twice my age who came over the horizon behind me and then over the horizon in front of me...stretch legs....walking....walking.... I was able to keep my stride until the last half mile. I stopped to stretch one last time and took the final swallow of my 32 oz G2.....Slowly I made it in. OH I made it a point to step right on top of the "S" that signified where I started. 5 miles. A grin so big on my face that I almost forgot to do a final stretch.

emoticon I DID IT..I DID IT...I DID IT....

It felt so good to accomplish a goal that I didn't initially set out to make. I was more excited about my 5 miles than about the weight loss goal I reached today of going below 250. It is wonderful and exciting to know that this is starting to be more than just about losing the weight, but also about gaining confidence and pride in myself and what I CAN do.

The trail is 3 1/2 miles up and back, a total of 7 miles. No, I won't push it yet. But this time next month I will strike out to make it from the bottom of the trail to the top and back again. And THEN I will need to set the goal of the little ladies NOT lapping me. But one step at a time.

Oh and the trail was so beautiful past my usual stopping point. A wooden bridge crossing a creek. Some Doe. Some Fawn. A few rabbits. A nice breeze. It was so worth it all the way around.

Wow, now how I am I going to top that this week.....

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Still making it

I feel like I am doomed to stay on this -no sleep, no energy, eating everything once I wake up starving because my body is begging for energy from the lack of sleep- cycle until I go back to a "normal" shift. And PCOS has no mercy on this for me. (grumble grumble sigh) And everything that I've read about cortizol just makes me grumble more. I am working third so that I can stay at home with my now 2 yr old....she's worth it....she's worth it.....( I have to motivate myself LOL). Unfortunately for me my 3rd shift has lasted 14 months and will continue on until we either hit the lottery or my baby goes to school.

I have been doing so good for the past two days. I am feeling so good right now. It was a great move on my doctors behalf to get my motivation going by placing me on the meds that she did. It has been a great inspiration for me to move forward just in the thought that if I am going to be successful this is the best time to do so since I have all of this back up. 'No excuses'. I know that her keeping a monitor on me every month or  two is helping too. It is really keeping me honest. Because of course the scales will not lie about how well I've been coming along with my progress. And I have a buddy this time. Yey me!!! I am so excited about my new outlook. Can't wait to come back tomorrow to talk about how great things went.....I am so loving it.

Well...this is it....

I have sat here and started losing weight almost every day since the birth of my son 9 years ago. I just want to be healthy, like I used to be before life happened. I am not in a hurry to drop pounds anymore. I know that this has all but squashed my motivation before when I wasn't seeing the results that I expected. Then one day sitting here I realized if I'd have just stuck with something, anything a year ago today, 52 weeks ago, and had patience with the slow progress then I would be at least 52 pounds lighter. (deep sigh.........) So I am learning to love the me that I have become and work on the rest so that I can get it done this time for good and be the me that I miss. Slow is OK for me right now. Because I want to sit here in June of 2010 and know that it's a lot better than it is today.

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