So today it begins, In about a year I will be getting married to the man who has given me two beautiful children my 3 year old son and my 8 month old daughter... The other day in the playground my son wanted me to chase him and I usually do but this time i got winded and I was wondering if people were staring at my gut that has now become a mass of fat after two kids and tons of fattening yummy food.. I know my fiancee says I'm sexy and I believe I have a pretty face but I want to believe I truly have a sexy body for myself when I look in the mirror, I want to have confidence.. One thing I hate on my body is my dimply legs and my knees that are dark. When I was young in high school I did Capoeria a brazilian martial art! lol yeah it's true and I was so strong, my legs, my abs and my arms. Now I have all kinds of pains throught my body I blame it on my weight and ultimately on myself for letting myself go. I do have a massavie amount of stress in my life but who does'nt now a days right? So for my kids, for my handsome fiancee and for my self I am diving head on and hopefully I will get all the support I need here. If not I know my cousin Jessica who told me about this site will call me or text me every day for moral support. Thank you Jessica I love you!  Thanks Oscar for loving me unconditionally!

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