Perking Up
My mood is a little bit sunnier today. I've had so much support from family and friends, and my fiance and I have been working on wedding stuff (save the date cards, wedding website), so that's cheered me up quite a bit.
I'm still scared about Friday. I'm really struggling with stress and anxiety (I smoked a cigarette yesterday for the first time in years), and I haven't been sleeping very well. But I'm pretty sure that's par for the course with this sort of thing.
I'm staying in tonight with my fiance. I'll be on a business trip tomorrow night and my parents will be here Thursday night, so tonight is our last chance to um... enjoy the boobs I have. I'm sure you know what I'm getting at.
Hope you have a great day!
Jen



