Content?
I am starting to wonder if I am just content with being fat. Either that, or trying to lose weight while chasing around 2 children is just tougher than I think it should be. I just can't seem to stick with anything.
I'm going to give the CORE program a try again. I'm going to do it for 1 month. We'll see if it really works for me.
I haven't weighed in for two weeks as last week we were out of town and this week DS and DD were sick so I stayed home with my little ones as they clung to me in desperation.
I am fat. I want to be thin. Really I do.
Exercise needs to be a priority but with two kids and a husband who says he wants to lose weight but then eats french fries and brings me milkshakes, I can't seem to find the time to do so. We can't afford a gym membership. My mom is going to start coming over every day in two weeks so I can go swim. I think this will not only be good for my body but also my mind.
Here we go again.