Anxious Anticipation

Anticipating the day when weight loss is not a goal in my life.

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  • Name: RH584
  • City: Fernley
  • Region: Nevada
  • Country: United States

My Weight Loss

Height: 182.9cm
Start weight: 398.00lb
Current weight: 346.00lb
Goal weight: 170.00lb
Lost to date: 52.00lb
Remaining: 176.00lb

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That Was Ok...

This is my 3rd visit to the doctor in the last 6 weeks.  I started my diet in December, but was basically doing it alone.  No doctor advice, and no support groups or sites.  I went on a plateau for about 5 weeks and was very discouraged.  I finally went to my doctor and had the basic check up along with all the lovely blood work and a UA.  I was concerned about my health for reasons that I mentioned in my first post and I wanted her advice.  She has been monitoring my blood pressure and I have been on some new allergy medication and such.  That is what is going on there.

So, I went to the doctor today and it went well.  I did notice something though.  I got on the scale at home this morning and it said 364.  About 5 1/2 hours later (11 am) I got on the scale at the doctor's and it said 366.  I asked her what I weighed last time (my appointment was about 11 am) and she said 378.5.  The day after that appointment, first thing in the morning I was on the scale and it said 380.  I know that weight fluctuates during the day so I blame it all on that.  Anyway, the doctor scale said I lost 12.5 lbs and my home scale (the one I am following) says I lost 16 lbs.

Those scales are horrible.  However, I noticed something today.  It was easier for me to stand in the right place today.  My tummy was still in the way and the platform should be wider, but I didn't need to suck in as much.

I didn't do as much exercise as normal today because I was pressed for time, but I did get most of it in.  I will do everything tomorrow.  I am going to get my hands on some workout videos too so that I will have some more variety.  Right now I do my Lateral Thigh Trainer (Stepper) for at least a half hour a day.  While I do that I do some bicep and tricep stuff with the 5 lb weights and I swing my arms as if I am marching.  As for my crunches, I was informed that there is a such thing as standing crunches.  I was told about Hip Hop Abs.  I did some research on it.  I was able to find a clip on Youtube.com that showed how Shaun T does the basic move ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGb2MCWIB7o ).  At this point I don't do all the bouncing.  I just focus on the muscle the way he does and do a crunch, and another, and so on.  I have been doing a few groups of about 25 because I feel it around 15 and I have been pushing it.

Other news for today... I have been a bit down lately.  I have been having this issue where I don't see the changes that I would like to see.  I have lost 34 lbs and am still wearing the same size jeans.  Nobody else has noticed or at least they don't say anything.  Blah, blah, blah... I know.  Anyway, I had an upper today.  Not only did I have an easier time with the scale, but I noticed something in the truck on the way over to the doctor.  In the past my stomach has stuck out far enough to almost touch the steering wheel when I was driving.  That is even when the seat is all the way back like it always is.  It was a bit better when I sat up real straight, but it still wasn't great.  Well, today, I was sitting fairly straight up in the seat and I looked down for some reason.  Guess what I saw!  There was a 2 inch gap between me and the wheel!  That is at least an inch of improvement.  I wish I had measured myself in December so that I would know exactly how many inches I have lost, but oh well.  It is weird how you notice little things sometimes.

Now that you are all thoroughly bored, I will go.  However, I do want to say to everyone keep up the good work, keep moving forward, and keep on keepin' on!

Comments to this post:

Hi

Hi,

I just found your blog through the 100 lbs group I just joined.

I have read your whole blog and you seriously are like a mirror image of me, just on the other side of the globe.

I started here at 375lbs ... but being in Oz, we measure in kg's ... which = 170kg. I have only lost 6.6lbs, but it's only been 2 weeks, so I am pretty happy with my progress so far. I, like you, have started so many times, tried everything going with little/no success. As soon as I have a bad day/week ... I fall off the wagon with such a thud. This time I really want it to work ... I have things in life that I can't achieve unless I shift some ass.

Hope you don't mind that I add you to my friends list so I can keep in touch and follow your progress.

Congrats on your weight loss so far, it's awesome!!

Naomi

Thank You

Thank you so much for your kind words on my blog.  Yes, I am feeling much  better this morning.  I have the same problem here with the scale, it can't seem to make up its own mind!  I weigh myself in every Sunday, and take just 1 reading - and trust it.  I don't re-check, lol.  Don't worry about people not noticing.  Everyone seems so preoccupied all the time, they hardly notice anything at all.  Oh, and thank you so much for sharing Shaun T's video on hip hop abs, I absolutely love it!  Crunches can't be made any easier than that.  Thank you, thank you.  I'll start on those crunches today!  And congratulations on your weight loss :)  You motivate me. 

:)

Sadly, weight loss doesn't happen as quickly as we would like. It is a constant struggle to stay on the straight and narrow, especially when you are faced with a plateau. We are doing this to better ourselves though so the only choice we have is to trudge forward. I have been in a 3 month plateau and it has totally sucked!! You can do this though girl. I believe in you!




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