Me - only better

the road barely traveled

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  • Name: Spa_Mom
  • City: Sidney
  • Country: CA

My Weight Loss

Height:
Start weight: 185.00lb
Current weight: 185.00lb
Goal weight: 155.00lb
Lost to date: 0.00lb
Remaining: 30.00lb

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VM needs a 'roll' option

I love the virtual model...it just needs a few rolls to be accurate! 

I have a hard time really seeing myself as I am.  I watch other women's figures to get an idea of what I actually look like.  I have often harrassed my DH with questions like 'do I look like her?' (poor bugger...there is no good answer to that one!)  But really, I have such a distorted view of myself.  I still think I look like I did 40 lbs & 10 years ago.   And I'm ALWAYS surprised when I see a recent pic of myself!  I mean I know i have put on alot of weight and I have been known to have a knock-down drag-em-out fight with myself (feeling bloodied, bruised and defeated).  But lately I've tried to not be so self defeating because I think what you water grows.  I've been thinking that all this time I've been thinking 'god you're fat, god your fat' as my personal mantra...that I am creating exactly what I think I am.  What a concept! 

So...I am changing my mantra to 'I am a beautiful, slim woman with loads of energy and look'in hot!!'

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