Glad yesterday is over!
Yesterday was pretty brutal. I woke up at 5am, and had to go to the hospital by 6. I had surgery booked for 8am, but I couldn't eat or drink anything before going. When I got there they got me prepared for the surgery, and then brought me in - I went to speak to the anesthesiologist and was informed that because of my history of asthma, and because of my weight it would be best that I don't be put to sleep during the procedure and get a local anesthetic instead.
This completely terrified me, but I went along with it. They gave me an epidural, and I couldn't feel from my waist down for about 6 hours. I had to wait in the day surgery unit until the anesthetic wore off, and that completely sucked.
I was finally released from the hospital at 3pm, and at this time I still hadn't had anything to eat (since 6 pm the last night). I was starving! So, needless to say - I went on a binge. I bought some vietnamese soup and spring rolls, chocolate ice cream, and salt and vineger chips (along with 2 movies). After eating all of that I proceeded to make mac & cheese for dinner. Not exactly the best food choice. But I didn't care!
I felt like I did after giving birth - no exageration. Because it was a cervical procedure, and because they gave me an epidural - by the end of it I was in the same pain as I was in after giving birth. The same soarness, the same bleeding, the same pain in my back (and the same massive bruise in spine). It sucked! So... I ate.
I really wish I hadn't, but I know it is because I was in 'starvation mode'. I had lost all self control and went after the first thing available.
So, I am hoping to get back on track today - and so far I have. I knew this was coming, but I just feel a little guilty about it. I am hoping I can salvage this week - even without being able to exercise.
Wish me luck!