Here we go again!

So I went to get more pills today. The last time I went, in September, I was 168 and today I was 170, but when I weighed myself this morning I was 168.6 so I am going with that one since I will weigh myself on my scale at home. So even over the holidays I havent really gained anything being off the phen. So that is pretty good. I feel fat though. I only have a about 5 months until summer so I gotta get going so that I can feel good about wearing a swim suit. And this time I have a partner who is going to look good in her swim suit too!!! We will have each other to help each other loose this weight!! We can do it!!!

166

I am doing so awesome. I have lost 18 pounds in about 6 weeks.  I took some pics of myself and I actually dont feel like a huge fat cow. I am starting to feel like me again!!!

I bought 13's for the first time in a long time!! And they fit where I dont have rolls hanging out. I love it. Im back to where I was in March when this whole mess started. Probably about where I was even when I got preggo with Drew!!!

It has been hard. And Halloween candy is all around. I love chocolate!!!

Frustrated

Wednesday: 176

Monday: 176

WTF!!!!

I am really irritated. I have been trying really hard. 8 pounds the first week and 5 days into the 2nd week 0.

The only thing I can think of is Friday I did not take the Phen. But would it really set me back like that? I will just have to keep on going.

176

So I got on the scale this morning, 176!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wouldnt believe it unless I saw it myself. 8 pounds in one week!!!!!!!!!!! I am estatic!!!! This will definatly motivate me for this next week.