09/19/2009 01:46
Am I crazy or ..............................................
To start this post I love to say hi to everyone that has keep ed in touched with me and for the ones who are just starting there journey.
Now I have a little issue I want to talk about and I thought about for a few days. I wanted to make sure when I wrote this it would not hurt anyone feelings.. I can not make sure of that. I can say when I do write here I always write from my heart..
So the issue I have is that for some reason since I worked really really hard to lose this weight and to try to find some joy in my life. ' over the last couple of years i have lost a sister,mother,my nephew has been attacked, my last sister is losing her battle with cancer as I write you this' trust me it has been very hard that for some reason I have people on here and in my private life who chose to try and make me feel bad about what I have done ' SORRY I HAVE KICKED ASS ALL THE WAY' these people I am guessing for what ever reason since there journey is not going well they think if they try to make other people feel bad that maybe I will go get a box of cookies and coke and cry over this treatment.........SORRY NOT HAPPENING TODAY AND I HOPE NEVER BUT NEVER IS A LONG TIME'
They must be kidding or I am crazy 'Please let me know' Why is that when people get better and healthier other FAT people want to bring them down..?
Look I have always spoke what is ON my mind in my blogs and I am not going to stop now.. It is mean just like when you were the fat kid on the play ground and the thin kids teased you.. Knock it off..... I have work harder at this then anything in my life. I am VERY PROUD of myself and nobody is going to steal that from me ' I hated the play ground'
When I joined here I saw no hope and i read people blog and said OMG that could never be me.. THE THING I DID NOT DO IS WRITE MEAN MASSAGES to them..
Guess what I will give you that great advice my doctor gave me..Take or leave it.
If you are not happy with your body and you are over weight then get your ASS off the couch and do something.. Throw away the cookies that are your 'KIDS' that you just snack on from time to time and want people here to say that is OK you will do better tomorrow.. NOT me I say what the hell are you doing having them in your house to start with? ' your an addict we don't leave booze around for a drunk or heroin around a drug addict' Then I ask if they made you feel better? Then I would say yes your F---k up so get your ass back in gear and get going.. I also say can I help in some way.
I am very proud of everyone on here even the ones that act like the kids on the play ground. If your here and your not losing well at lease your here and maybe something will hit you that will get you going, If your here and doing well then I say WOW great job keep going. If your here and you have gained weight I say stay off here a little more and get busy with a better plan. 'people tend to eat when at the computer'
I have posted what I did to lose my weight and I have shared it with everyone here,There are no quick fixes but there are ways to workout and not even think of it as a work out..
I am still doing well with my weight I have loss a few more pounds but I think I am happy with my size at this time and that is all that matters that I care 'OK maybe my partner' LOL
I am just saying guys Get up and get moving and lose it........... Stop thinking so much about how am I going to get threw the weekend..Worry about today,forget yesterday, for tomorrow we are not sure we will even see it.....Spending time on that to me is a waste of time..
Everyone has it in them it's just how to find that person to come out and stay out,to do the hard work...
If you have been on some plan to lose weight and you have only loss 4 pounds in a month and you are very over weight then come on do I or anyone else need to tell you that you are cheating or its not working... Get a better plan change up..
One more thing if your husband,wife,partner wht ever says you look fine and I love you any ways''' Thats crap wht they are saying is that they have seen you try and fail so they don't even want to start ' please don't lie ad say no my husband really is ok that i am a size 18 .Wht size where you when you got married? a 10?
Stop asking people to do things for you like go get the mail,bring down the laundry, get me a soda why you are up, could you check on the kids, etc............NO fat so you get up and do all those things or do with out.. I was well over 400lbs so I have no problem speaking my mind. I was there and I did the same thing.
If you dont do the work yourself then the rewards at the end wont be as meaningful.
I hope that nobody got up set at this posting but rather took something good from it.
thanks guys,
PS>> I am still terrible at spelling and this site still does not have spell check..sorry
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