Hi everyone,
Well I did it with 12 days left on my side..I lost 245lbs and went froma size 32 to a 9 well Ok there a little tight but I will still wear them.
This journey for me over the last year "my god a year' started with me wanting to get healthy and find my life again. Then it was about be in shape for my family ,then it was for who knows anymore but right now I say its about me looking good in a size 9 yes its all about that today........ Who care about tomorrow? Well it is tomorrow but you go the idea. I only live for right now and my sister Jen was right its better for you.. I use to wonder about the up coming week and month ... I dont even know what I am doing Monday. I know what i am not doing and that is standing around the food table.. Nothing there for me but certain death..
OK so I go see my doc today 'friday' and he just can't belive it and either can I. Did i say i am in a size 9 !!!!!!!!!!!!! He says you did it my friend and you stuck with it every day and min. It is the truth its what I lived and breathed for .... I had to keep my eyes on the price me being able to breath,walk,run,stand, take a bath, eat out
I was trapped in my body and I just knew i had to get out or I would be dead..
Well guys I am out and I am single except all the super hot dates I go on.. Not out to eat I tell them lets go to the gym. Hey if they can se me walk,run and have no makeup on then they are in for treat after I am showered..I also get the working out done so kill 2 things at the same time...
My doc was like where did you go? I said I am not sure but I am not looking for a vist any time soon.. I want to remember her always she was a good person and she helped me be the better person I am now..Not all of it is the weight but alot OK HELL 75 percent but the other 25 well she was a scared daughter,sister,anut,friend who was dying in a 400lb body that was to affaried to be happy because being sad well that was easy I got to eatt cake and drink sodas and feel sorrry that I was fat...Heaven know I can't be happy because if I am the world is going to come crashing down...Nothing like that the world has really invited me in and said look you can do this stuff now..
I love taking the merto into DC and shop...OK I also like to talk to the people in the subway..I do find them very intresting..Before this I think I only took it a hand ful of times..THey all know me on the redline now LOL.
I say all of these people have some kind of story to tell and I do try to find ou tthat stoy in 26 mins,If the story is good I will keep riding till they get off and i head back out...Only had a few of them an dI gave my number to 2 of them..
Then I think I wonder if they want to know my story..So I will start of with Hi how are you? then right into the 230lbs in less then a year and know 245lbs OMG OMG
they say no way,how was the surgey,or that's not you.. It sure is me..I make sure not to say it was me because she will be with for ever.. I am very proud of her that she loved me enough to let me live and be happy in the body I was should have been in....
Well now what I asked the Doc? he said what do oyu mean? i said well I lost the weight I am in good shape my heath is much better....He said yea you still have 20 to go .. WHAT 20 more does it ever end and said no it never will and when you start to for get that feeling you better watch out...
So I am going to still set my goal to loose 20 before the end of the summer..
Having you guys and all the great letters I got from you guys thank you so much...
I hope everyone here is doing well or at lease trying to do well.. I am going to a longer post I just need some sleep... am so happy I will write more latter.
Thanks
Deb