gotta keep going...

biked 18 miles today to add to my total.

so ive been thinking and although i am really impatient and would really prefer to be thin right now that its not the worst thing in the world to take my time and be more logical about it. i would ultimately like to be down around 120 pounds by March/April time frame which is almost 40 pounds over the course of 6 pounds, so about 7 pounds per month which i doable, it will take persistance but its physically possible. i just have to keep my motiviation and realize that if get down to that weight that i will have to work to keep it off but that i will be happier and healthier in the long run. right now i am fighting off the desire to go get an arbys turkey and swiss sandwich, so good but it has 700 calories!

anyway, im thinking that what i might end up doing is quit my job sometime in the near future and get a job working in a gym as a personal trainer and maybe actually use my undergraduate degree. i dont have a personal training cert but a lot of places accept a 4 year degree instead which personally i think is the right way to go but hey what can you do? i can motiviate other people but when it comes to motivating myself that is sometimes where i have trouble but i feel like i am really on the right track this time.

ok well i gotta figure out what to do about dinner before class, night class tonight and then tomorrow i have work and a presentation in class then its no more school for the week....cant wait until i am done! hope everyone is doing well!