| Height: | 160.0cm |
| Start weight: | 165.90lb |
| Current weight: | 164.70lb |
| Goal weight: | 130.00lb |
| Lost to date: | 1.20lb |
| Remaining: | 34.70lb |
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it's in the right direction! Down .4 lb today. Being as I cheated bad 3 days in a row last week I'd say that's a huge accomplishment! I have the car today so I won't be walking much. Will have to find some other way to exercise.
I need to give this to God. It seems like everytime I cheat I continue to say to myself that I won't ever be able to do it, like I keep proving that over and over again. I can't keep saying that. I need to believe that I can do it. My faith in God is much stronger than my cravings so I had a chat with God today and gave it all to him (or her). Every time I want to cheat or do something that won't help me on this journey, I will remind myself that my faith is more important. I choose that instead. Because saying I want to be thin just doesn't matter when I have that yummy snack in my hand!!!
IF nothing else, I am exercising. I walk my youngest to and from preschool at least 3 days a week (5 if I can talk myself into not taking the car) which is a total of about 45 minutes each day. Not too bad! Plus I'm the main mower. For some reason I like doing that?!?!
I can do it!!!
In the last couple years I have had a problem with staying on a diet past like 5 weeks. Now, I can't stay on a diet more than 24 hours!!! HELP ME! How can I get back on track? I can't afford to go to Weight Watchers meetings or anything like that. AARGH! I don't need to be a toothpick, I just want to be closer to 100lbs than I am to 200lbs. Is that too much to ask??? Ok, just had to get that out.
Boy, my title sounds encouraging, doesn't it? Well, I don't think there will ever be a time where I've hit bottom and can just lose the weight with great willpower, I just gotta decide every day if I want instant and temporary gratification, or if I want to get to my weight goal and be happy about myself! Not just every day, every bite! My first goal is 20 pounds away but my ultimate goal is 15 more. Baby steps. I have an elliptical machine and pilates here at the house. I also have phentermine and my weight watchers stuff from a couple years ago. I have all I need, just gotta do it! Wish me luck! ~God Bless me on my journey!~
