08/09/2008 11:31
So I am finally ready to tell my story
This is going to have to be warts and all, I have had highs and lows and then lows, but i need this to be the last time i lose weight. This time it has to work, Albert Einstein said the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.
I am 34 I have been trying the same thing over and over and over again and I am still fat. I am never going to be skinny I have come to terms, I don't want to be a size 0, most of them look miserable and anyway I’ll admit it i love food! My goal is to be healthy and happy. So in a bid to stop the insanity I am going to try something different, I am going to write it down...all of it, warts and all.
I should have started this nine months ago, but I wasn't ready, so why now...well let me tell you something...over the last 2 months the insanity returned, don't know why it just did. But enough is enough, no one else can do this just me, and as such this blog is for me...selfish i know.
Don't get me wrong if it helps others that will be a wonderful thing, but i need this to be for me.
Rach
