Fatty McButterpants

unedited confessions of a fat girl

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  • Name: Queen Misha
  • City: Houston
  • Region: Texas
  • Country: United States

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Height: 167.6cm
Start weight: 212.00lb
Current weight: 193.00lb
Goal weight: 150.00lb
Lost to date: 19.00lb
Remaining: 43.00lb

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10/06/2006 15:25

and here it is again...

Fat girl!!!

Yeah that’s what they call me.... even though I made my “promise” to eat better in case I decided to obtain myself a criminal career and had to run from the fuzz.... obviously that didnt pan out. Oh well. I don't know what else to say. I beat myself up over it but that does no good. Now there is a different situation... my husband has been acting a little funny. He doesn’t kiss me anymore. Doesn’t hug me. Doesn’t do much. For awhile he always wanted ‘chon-chon’ (our word for “IT”). But for the last two weeks.... NADA! He doesn’t want to go anywhere with me. I know he isn’t cheating, he is too lazy for that plus he is always home or at his brothers house (right down the street) so that is out. The other day I saw him looking at this girl in the grocery store... then he turns to me and says “that’s how you use to look when I met you....”

 

x my stomache dropped. So THAT is what this is all about... I feel like shit now. I can't even think of anything witty. I'm just depressed.

 

 

 

 

Posted By: Queen Misha
Comments to this post:
10/08/2006 16:28

I'm worried

About you! I see how you are eating and that was me last year and a couple of times this year when I allowed my emotions to get a hold of me. What meal plan are you following. I noticed that you are posting what you eat but I only see the beloved junk food.

Pick a meal plan. It doesn't matter which one as long as it helps you to eat healthier. The one that helped me get use to eating healthy was the 6 week transitional diet ( http://www.beachbody.com/jump.jsp?itemID=36&itemType=NEWSLETTER_ISSUES). It allowed me to slowly eat heathly and I had days that I chose to be my cheat days.

Even if you don't do that meal plan pick something that will help you reach your goal. Not for your husband but for you.So you can feel pretty and sexy for you. Once you start loosing the weight you will feel so much better about yourself and you will still get to have junk food every week.

I wish you the sucess that only you can achieve.

Lafay

Posted By: lafay1977



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