12/17/2009 23:47
Its been awhile........
Oh... while I was away I gained weight and went up to 261 pounds. I was so upset that after all of the time I spent blogging on here two years ago that I was a measly 11 pounds less than when I started, so I gave on EP. Well I'm back and I am at 223.5, the goal is to be 220 by Christmas. It's funny I don't feel like I look any different than 261, but people are really starting to comment. I bought a pair of size 16 jeans the other day and that felt awesome. Lets be realistic though I'm still an 18, the 16 happened to be a bit stretchy! I still hate my body, it is quite bad when even my roomate says you have the wierdest body type I have ever seen. That is because I have no thighs, butt, or hips, literally, but I have this big stomache and I am very broad around my rib cage. If you took a picture without my stomached my hips, but and thighs could fit into a size 8 jeans, which is why I have trouble finding pants, but my upper body is so large. I hope everyone is doing well, especially those wonderful people I use to talk to. I will catch up more later