If anyone reads Perez Hilton, he always calls the stars who are head cases, "hot messes," that's me. I feel like I'm constantly trying to find me, and I know who I am and I'm really strong in my personality, but my emotions are all of the place and I need to be more stabilized. So, I met a guy and he's great and he's someone thta any girl would be so lucky to have, just not me. He's too in my face and he always wants to hang out, and I know I sound stupid because um hello, isn't that what dating is, it's just I don't know, he's just pushing me and I think I just would really like him as a friend, because he's cool and I don't know how to tell him that. We've only been hanging out for like a week, but it has been non-stop and I'm already feeling like I need a break. It's like I complain when I'm lonely and then I complain when there's someone in the picture. As for weightloss, the scale is slowly lowering, my workouts have not been so consistant.
Posted By: d8106red
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09/24/2008 08:31
Balance
It's all about balance...relationships and losing weight....and life in general...for that manner.
There are times when this has happened to all of us. I know exactally what you mean though, about space. When you are single you have all the space that you want, though you are lonely because there is no one in that space.
I typically just makes plans without the other person. I am sorry, I am busy tomorrow. Or Hey, I got something going on tomorrow. Whether I do not is immaterial.
