35th Day ! Relaxing.....Then Emotional Firecrackers! ! !
Today was wonderful in the sense that it was pretty peaceful until about 6pm. My two boys went to a parade with their Dad and my daughter worked until six. My daughter came home complaining about being hungry and I told her there was food in the house and when she made something I commented "you aren't going to eat all that". Sure enough, she became offended. Attitude present and all that. TO make a LONG story short, my daughter is absolutely gorgeous and to date doesn't have a weight problem, there are times when she makes large meals and fills her plate and doesn't eat all the food, this is why I made the comment. Well, after talking to her, she said "I act like she is fat and I always have something to say about her weight". This is not true, when we first moved back to California she was eating out to much (this was over 2 years ago!) and I told her that if she kept eating out she would gain weight, (and she has!) I explained to her that I have had a weight problem all my life and that I didn't want her to go through the same thing. As a teenage girl or younglady you know everything and she just felt and still does that I am just being mean. That isn't the case. But! I have made up my mind, I will not say a thing about anything she eats, how much she eats or where she eats. She will be 18 yrs old in September and she will soon find out the real deal with life and gaining weight and the HE__ you have to go through to lose it! So....that is the day I had. Not very fun! Then a friend came over to grill me some chicken and made me mad! So...here I am now all alone and about to go to bed once I workout....I hope everyone else has had a pleasant day and not as many emotional firecrackers were going off like I had in my presence today! Stay happy, keep losing and trust yourself and your judgement....Toodles...My infamous Food Log is below:
Breakfast - 2 slices of turkey bacon/70 cal/3 grams fat
Cherries - 140 cal
Herbal Tea
Water, water and more water
Snack - 2 graham crackers 140 cal/3 grams fat
Lunch - Lean Gourmet Lasagne w/sauce and cheese 290/5 grams fat
Water, water.....
Dinner - Grilled chicken leg - 75 cal/2 grams
Fresh Green Beans /65 cal/1 gram
Water, water....
Total Calories - 780 cal
Total Fat - 14 grams
* Today's reason for losing weight - I am getting older and as I get older, I want to be healthier and wiser. Therefore able to conquer anything that comes my way*
**** I have worked out, now I am going to bed, Good Night EVERYONE!****