Life is one HUGE Cosmic Joke
So, yesterday I posted about how my moving situatiion was a mess and how I've decided to wait it out. And guess what happened? Last night I spoke to my mother and she gave me the green light on going to live with her. She says that if I move in then her ex-boyfriend won't come back, which makes me happy for the both of us. And she even offered to help me pay for school if I started in January. And Aaron is glad to me moving out of this place too, his mom is driving us crazy. Surprisingly he seems somewhat excited about going back to school as well. So all of this happened last night, right before I went to bed. And today Aaron and I have a meeting with his mom (she likes to have weekly meetings with us because she thinks we suck at communicating.. bullshit) and now I have to tell her that we're moving out in the next week. Now, Aaron's mom is the type of person that needs a 3 month notice on any major changes in our lives. She freaks out anytime we decide something without telling her about the "process". So, I know that I'm walking into a deathtrap this afternoon when we go tell her about moving out. Deep down I think she will be really pleased, I think she has grown tired of us. And she is such an angry person that Aaron is positive that she actually hates both of us at this point. She said a few days ago, when she decided to have a volcanic eruption of rage, that she wanted us out of her hair... she's gettting what she wanted afterall. So, I think this whole situation really shows me how I need to just let things fall into place instead of stressing myself out by trying to plan everything. I expect the next week to be hell, but I know I'll be able to make it out alive.
This morning I just jumped on the scale for no particular reason and discovered that I weighed 221.5. So, I think this vegan thing is really cleaning me out, if you know what I mean. My BMs have been upwards of 3 times per day! I've never been so regular. I do feel exeptionally "empty" and light. Which puts a smile on my face. Juicing is really making me feel wonderful. I'm enjoying this. And I hardly have cravings for meat.
GO FRUITS AND VEGGIES! 