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I have been doing NOTHING for the past week.
NO exercise.
NO eating right.
NO vitamins.
NO water tracking.
NO food logging (for calorie counts).
I've been so stressed out with the possibility of moving in the next few weeks that I've completely disregarded my goals. For the past 6 months I've been living with my boyfriend at his parent's house. We're able to have our own apartment on the 2nd floor which is nice. His family is okay, but his mom drives me a little bonkers sometimes. She's pretty crazy, and although she means well she gets on my nerves. She can be pretty nosey, and sometimes she can be a little nasty. But, so far I've become almost completely used to her. I've been wanting to move out for about 2 months now. But the timing hasn't been right. I wanted to go back home, but I hated my mother's live-in boyfriend. Anyway, he finally moved out about 2 weeks ago, and ever since then I've been wanting to go back. I want to be able to keep my mom strong so that she doesn't ask him to come back because she's lonely. Her boyfriend totally messed up the friendship we used to have when he moved in 6 years ago, he treated her like shit, and he was a total asshole to me. So I haven't been living at home for about the past 2.5 years. And my mom really wants me to come back. My boyfriend says he wouldn't mind living with my mom. And well I don't have a job right now, or enough saved up to get my own place. So, I guess we're going to go live over there. But it still stresses me out because I worry that Aaron's (my boyfriend) mom is going to be really angry about us leaving. I mean we've been living here without paying rent. And she has invested in us... and I worry that she will think that she didn't get anything in return. She's like that. I don't know... I just think that if I have to deal with crazy moms I'd rather it be MY crazy mom. So now I've got to start planning, and possibly packing. Not something I'm looking forward to. But, as crazy as mom is, she's really fun. She loves to be festive, and Aaron is the same way, so I know we'll always be having a good time on the weekends, plus he likes my mom. And she loves to eat, like both Aaron and I. And well... I miss her. And I think she would make an excellent gym buddy. She lost 40 pounds once when I was a kid, and she gained it all back plus more when she stopped going to the gym. And she's been saying lately how she wants to start working out again now that she's on summer vacation (she works in a school).
Bleh!!! I've just had so much on my mind lately that I needed to throw up a blog entry. So much going on... anyway, I'm so exhausted I think I'm gonna go kick back and relax, or at least try to.
And hopefully I won't gain 10 pounds while I deal with this moving project.