HEY EVERYONE! I HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING GREAT AND HAVING A WONDERFUL WEEK SO FAR! SO SLOWLY BUT SURELY I FEEL MY MOTIVATION CREEPING BACK UP ON ME. A COUPLE OF THINGS HAS HAPPEND SINCE MY LAST POST THAT HAD ME IN AWWW LIKE WOW ...I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THAT..NO SCRATCH THAT. I WONT BE LIKE THAT. I AM STILL NOT AT THAT SAME LEVEL I ONCE USED TO BE..BUT I AM GETTING THAT URGE BACK. THAT FEELING I ONCE HAD. I WAS ON MY WAY TO WORK ONE MORNING AND I WAS LISTENING TO THE MORNING SHOW AND THE MORNING INSPIRATION SONG CAME ON. IT WAS CALLED ENCOURAGE YOURSELF BY DONALD LAWRENCE ITS A GOSPEL SONG. I WAS LISTENING TO THIS SONG. I PROMISE THE TEARS JUST CAME...I WASN'T BOOHOOING BUT THE SONG REALLY TOUCHED ME. PROVERBS 18:21 TELLS US THAT DEATH AND LIFE ARE IN THE POWER OF THE TONGUE! I AM NOT GOING TO SPEAK THIS UNMOTIVATION ON MYSELF I AM GOING TO FIGHT THRU IT. PERSONALLY I AM TIRED OF WOLLOWING NOW. I HAVE HAD MY PITY PARTY NOW IS TIME TO MOVE ON. EITHER PUT UP OR SHUT UP!
TONIGHT I WATCH THE SEASON PREMIER OF THE BIGGEST LOSER! I RELLY ENJOYED IT, AND SEE JILLIAN MADE ME JUST WANT TO RUN TO THE GYM BECOME A SIZE 6 GET ME SOME BOOTY SHORTS AND BUY ME A MOTORCYCLE!!! JUST KIDDING ...BUT A GIRL CAN FANTASIZE IF SHE WANTS TO...
SO I HAVE DECIDED I AM GOING TO "WORK ALONG" WITH THE SHOW. I AM GOING TO BEGINNING TOMORROW WEIGH MYSELF....THEN I AM GOING TO TAKE MY LITTLE TABLET AND MAKE SURE I WRITE DOWN AND TRACK EVERTHING THAT I EAT. I NEED TO GET BACK TO WHERE I ONCE WAS. I AM GOING TO UPDATE MY IPOD AND HIT THE GYM AS SOON AS I GET HOME AND FINISH RUNNING ERRANDS AFTER WORK! WOW..I AM GOING TO FEEL SO WEIRD GOING IN! I HAVEN'T BEEN...I CAN'T EVEN TELL YOU THE LAST TIME I WENT TO THE GYM. I CAN COUNT ON ONE HAND HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE BEEN TO THE GYM THIS SUMMER...SAD..BUT ITS OKAY NO ONE SAID IT WOULD BE EASY..ANYWAY BACK TO THE BIGGEST LOSER. I THINK ITS GOING TO BE A GREAT SEASON. I AM GLAD JILLIAN IS BACK . FOR SOME REASON I DON'T LIKE THE OTHER TRAINER THAT MUCH BUT I LOVE BOB!! HE'S MY IMAGINARY BOYFRIEND! HE'S AN EXCELLENT TRAINER AND MOTIVATOR. WELL I HAVE TO RUN OFF TO BED AND VISIT A COUPLE OF PROFILES...CHECK IN TO REPORT MY STARTING WEIGHT ... HAVE A GREAT DAY TOMORROW EVERYONE!
HEIDI
P.S. MY UNCLE IS STILL HANGING IN THERE!! THANKS FOR ALL THE PRAYER
HEY EVERYONE!! I HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING WELL. I AM TRYING TO HANG IN THERE. I AM NOT FEELING MY BEST THESE DAYS. MY MOTIVATION, THE WHOLE SUMMER, HAS JUST BEEN A BIG BLAH BLAH BLAH! I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND! WHERE DID IT GO? I AM NOT GOING TO PUT IT ON MY UNCLE BEING SICK, OR ME STARTING A NEW JOB! I GOING TO PUT THE BLAME ON MYSELF. I DON'T HAVE A SUITABLE EXCUSE FOR THE LACK OF EXCERCISE AND PISS POOR...YES...I SAID PISS POOR (MY GRANDMA SAYS THAT! ) EATING THAT I HAVE BEEN DOING. MY MOTIVATION LEVEL ON A SCALE OF 1 TO 10 IS A NEGATIVE 0. I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST STARTED TRYING TO LOOSE WEIGHT (EXACTLY 2 YEARS AGO) I WAS CRUNK ABOUT IT...THEN WHEN I JOINED THIS WEBSITE. IT EVEN MADE ME EXTRA CRUNK AND EXCITED ABOUT LOOSING WEIGHT AND BASICALLY JUST TURNING MY LIFE AROUND TO BE A HEALTHIER HEIDI. THRU THE LAST TWO YEARS I HAVE LOST, GAINED BACK, LOST AGAIN, AND NOW BRINGS ME TO MY CURRENT STATE OF UNMOTIVATION. MY SELF ESTEEM HAS EVEN HIT AN ALL TIME LOW. THAT WAS SOMETHING I NEVER HAD A PROBLEM WITH. I USED TO TELL MYSELF ALL THE TIME..PEOPLE CAN SAY WHAT THEY WANT TO SAY...BUT THEY CAN'T CALL ME UGLY. NOW I JUST FEEL LIKE THE BIG BLOB! I AM NOT LOOKING FOR ANYONE SYMPATHY I JUST NEED YOUR HELP..YOUR MOTIVATION! I HAVE TO GET OUT OF THIS RUT. I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS. THIS ISN'T ME. I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS.
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO CONSTANTLY CHECK ON ME AND LEND YOUR KIND WORDS AND PRAYERS FOR MY FAMILY AND UNCLE. THANK YOU ALOT! MY UNCLE HAS HIS GOOD DAYS AND BAD DAYS. I HAVE COME TO TERMS WITH HIS ILLNESS. IT HURTS TO SEE HIM, ESPICALLY SOMEONE MY SAME AGE BECAUSE IT LETS ME KNOW, NONE OF US KNOWS WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS FOR US OR OUR LOVE ONES. I PRAY FOR HIM EVERYDAY AND THAT HE ISN'T IN PAIN. THANK YOU GUYS. IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME THAT YOU ALL THINK ENOUGH OF HIM TO PRAY AND KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYERS.
HEY EVERYONE!!!! I HOPE EVERYONE IS GOOD!!! I AM DOING WELL....THIS WAS A BIG WEEKEND FOR ME...GLAD IT HAS CAME AND WENT...I AM SOOO TIRED...BUT NOW I CAN GET BACK TO NORMALCY..MY BEST FRIEND GOT MARRIED THIS WEEKEND I WAS IN THE WEDDING. WE HAD SOOOOOOOO SOOOOOO MUCH FUN! CHECK MY PICS TO SEE SOME PICS OF ME AT THE WEDDING. ANYWHO....I AM JUST GLAD TO BE BACK TO A SENSE OF NORMALCY IN MY LIFE...
I DON'T THINK I WAS ABLE TO DROP THE 5 LBS I WANTED TO BEFORE THE WEDDING BUT ITS OKAY. A NEW GOAL NEEDS TO BE SET AND I NEED TO GET BACK ON IT. SO TOMORROW IS MY OFFICIAL RESTART DATE.
FOR EVERYONE WHO IS WONDERING MY UNCLE IS DOING WELL. HE IS TALKING AND EATING GOOD AND HE ISN'T IN ANY PAIN. UNFORTUNATELY THEY STILL AREN'T GOING TO BE ABLE TO TREAT HIM FOR HIS CANCER SO RIGHT NOW ITS A WAITING GAME. SO RIGHT NOW WE ARE JUST PRAYING AND THANKING GOD FOR RETURNING HIM BACK TO US. WHATEVER GOD'S WILL LET IT BE DONE. THANKS EVERYONE FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT!
I THINK I AM READY FOR SUMMER TO BE OVER WITH...ITS SO HOT OUTSIDE. I PROMISE YESTERDAY IT HAD TO BE LIKE A THOUSAND DEGREES OUTSIDE....THEN WE WERE WALKING AROUND IN SATIN A LINE SKIRTS...A CHIFFON TOPS...WOW....HOT....THATS ALL I GOT TO SAY!! IF WE WERE HOT IN THOSE SKIRTS I CAN IMAGINE WHAT THE BOYS FELT LIKE IN THOSE BLACK SUITES!!!
WELL I AM OFF!! HOPE YOU ALL HAD A FUN AND LOVING WEEKEND JUST AS I!!! ENJOY YOUR WEEK!
Hey everyone!!!! I just want to let you know just how good God is! Prayer is a powerful thing ! My uncle, whom the doctors said wasn't going to make it thru the night...and was in a coma woke up this morning around 615am! He is talking...yes is in pain....and we still don't know what the outcome might be...but the fact he opened his eyes and spoke and is very coherent...not confused or anything....gave us hope! We are all so very happy and I just want to thank each and everyone of you all for your prayers and nice words of wisdom! I will keep everyone updated on his progress....
Well today is a GREAT day today! I am just so...excited about life...my uncle no matter what happens just gave me hope and joy today...
My brother is here to pick up my other car...he got here from Tampa this morning around 5:15am....so we are going to hang out this afternoon togeher...he wants to go to Gladys Knight Chicken and Waffles ...thats so funny who ever heard of Chicken and Waffles..that was something new to me after moving to the Atlanta area....Its good...but not that good...but he has been talking about it every since Monday so I guess will go take him then....
Well I am at work I just wanted to let everyone to know how good God is.....everyone have a good evening!!!
HEY EVERYONE! I HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT WEEKEND! I KNOW I HAVE BEEN ABSENT BUT I HAVE A LOT GOING ON IN MY PERSONAL LIFE RIGHT NOW. I AM GETTING IN ABOUT 2 DAYS OF EXCERCISE AND I AM NOT GOING TO TOUCH ON MY EATING OR LACK THERE OF. I AM REALLY TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE THRU THE RAIN...BUT ITS REALLY HARD...
IF YOU ALL HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING MY BLOGS..YOU KNOW MY UNCLE WHO JUST TURNED 27 WAS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER ABOUT 2 1/2 MONTHS AGO..WELL WE WERE INFORMED TODAY THAT THEY DON'T THINK HE WILL MAKE IT THRU THE NIGHT...I CAN'T IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT HIM...MY BROTHER, MY UNCLE YURII AND I ARE REALLY CLOSE BECUSE WE ARE ALL AROUND THE SAME AGE MY BROTHER IS 28, MY UNCLE IS 27 AND i AM 26....WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT...AND I HOW I LET PETTINESS AFFECT ME AND NEGATIVITY GET NEXT TO ME...I THINK OF MY UNCLE...WHO WILL NOT EVEN GET TO SEE NEXT YEAR....I JUST CAN'T STOP SAYING THANK YOU LORD...BECAUSE I AM ABUDENTLY BLESSED! IN ALL ASPECTS IN MY LIFE...AND INSTEAD OF FOCUSING ON THE NEGATIVITY THAT WE ALL RUN INTO ON A EVERDAY BASIS I JUST WANT TO THANK THE LORD FOR WAKING ME UP AND MAKING ME HEALTHY BECAUSE HE DIDN'T HAVE TO DO IT!
I HAVE A WEDDING THIS WEEKEND....BUT DEPENDING ON THE OUTCOME OF MY UNCLE IT JUST ALL DEPENDS...I AM NOT GOING TO DRAG ON...JUST WANTED TO STOP BY AND LET EVERYONE KNOW I AM STILL HERE AND HANGING IN THERE...I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO TAKE A MOMENT TONIGHT...OR WHENEVER YOU READ THIS BLOG...AND JUST REFLECT ON YOUR LIFE...THE GOOD, THE BAD, AND THE UGLY....AND JUST THANK GOD FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE FOR YOU....SEIZE THE MOMENT DON'T TAKE LIFE LIGHTLY BECAUSE IN A BLINK OF AN EYE ITS GONE!
HEY EVERYONE!! HOW IS EVERYONE'S WEEK GOING? MY WEEK IS GOING GREAT SO FAR...I AM IN COMBACK MODE!!! AND WHEW!!! I TELL YOU ITS NOT FUN! I AM GETTING MYSELF BACK INTO EATING CORRECTLY AND WRITING DOWN WHAT I EAT EVERDAY AND TRACKING MY WATER INTAKE ! WHICH I MUST SAY SINCE MY MINOR "SET BACK" AND THE LACKADASICAL PAST WEEKS I HAVE HAD...MY WATER INTAKE DID NOT DROP...I WAS STILL DRINKING MY WATER ...THATS THE ONLY THING THAT I AM PROUD OF I WAS ABLE TO KEEP UP WITH MY WATER!!! YAY ME! ANYWHO...I HAVE BEEN COOKING MY VEGETABLE AND BRINGING MY LUNCH TO WORK ....ITS GOING TO BE A LITTLE STRETCH FOR ME THE NEXT COUPLE OF WEEKS UNTIL I GET BACK IN THE SWING OF THINGS BUT I AM SETTING NEW GOALS AND GETTING BACK INTO THE SWING OF THINGS....I COULD TELL I WAS MISSING SOMETHING FOR MY BODY....I HAVE A NEW MINI GOAL SET AND THATS TO LOOSE 5LBS BEFORE THE WEDDING THAT 18 DAYS AWAY!! ICAN DO IT! ICAN DO IT!! I HAVE MADE IT UP IN MY MIND! I WILL POST MY CURRENT WEIGHT TOMORROW MORNING I DID NOT WEIGH THIS MORNING! I AM GOING TO WEIGHT TOMORROW MORNING AND WEIGH IN AGAIN THE MORNING OF THE WEDDING...EVERYBODY KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED FOR ME!!!
I HAVE TO RECOMMEND SOMETHING TO YOU GUYS..THE PANINI SANDWHICH FROM LEAN CUSINE!! ITS THE BEST! IT LOOKS SMALL BUT ITS VERY VERY FILLING..I REALLY ENJOYED IT...YOU GUYS SHOULD CHECK IT OUT!
WELL I HAVE TO RUN I AM AT WORK! HAVE A GOOD REST OF THE WEEK!
HEY EVERYONE!!! I HOPE EVERYONE IS WELL! I AM GOOD JUST TRYING TO GET BACK TO A SENSE OF NORMALCY.....AND MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY PREPARE FOR THE LAST WEDDING OF THE SUMMER! YAY!! AND GUESS WHAT!!! MY COMPUTER IS BACK ON THE FRITZ!!! I HATE THAT...THAT IS OKAY I AM TAKING IT STRAIGHT BACK TO CIRCUIT CITY...THEY SUPPOSIDLY FIXED IT...AND I AM GOING TO NEED MY COMPUTER FIXED ASAP!
NOT MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON! I MANAGED TO HIT THE GYM ABOUT TWICE THIS WEEK ONLY REASON BEING AFTER WORK THIS WEEK I WAS TRYING TO GET MY CAR SITUATED. I DON'T KNOW IF I MENTIONED IT BUT I GOT A NEW CAR AND NOT EVEN A MONTH LATER...ABOUT A WEEK AND A HALF AGO SOMEONE HIT ME! BUMMER!! BUMMER! BUMMER! THE GUY REAR ENDED ME! I WAS MAD...BUT I HAD TO CALM MYSELF DOWN AND JUST SAY IT COULD HAVE BEEN WORST! AT LEAST HE HAD INSURANCE! IF MY COMPUTER IS ACTING RIGHT WHEN I GET HOME I WILL UPLOAD MY PICTURES SO THAT YOU COULD SEE THE WEDDING!
I WISH I COULD JUST PUT YOU ALL IN MY PURSE AND TAKE YOU TO WORK WITH ME EVERYDAY! ITS REALLY INTRESTING THE PEOPLE.....THE WORKERS....THE PEOPLE ...THE WORKERS!! THEY ARE HILLAROUS...ITS NEVER A DULL DAY AT MY JOB AT GRADY!
YOU GUYS I NEED A LITTLE PUSH I AM GETTING BACK INTO THE SWING OF THINGS FROM THOSE MISSED DAYS OF THE GYM AND NOT BEING ABLE TO GO LIKE I WAS GOING BUT I FEEL LIKE I AM MOVING IN SLOW MOTION....AND I FEEL LIKE A BLOB..THAT IS WHY I HATE MISSING THE GYM....ITS HARD GETTING BACK INTO THE SWING...SO NEXT WEEK I AM TAKING THE CLOTHES IN THE CAR WTH ME...BECAUESE EVEN THOUGH I WENT TO THE GYM....TWICE THIS WEEK...I COULD HAVE MADE IT THOSE DAYS I WAS GETTING MY CAR TAKEN CARE OF I JUST DIDN'T HAVE THE MOTIVATION TO BE HONEST!!! WELL I AM AT WORK AND MY LUNCH IS ALMOST OVER...HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND AND TIP OF THE DAY! "WATCH A SCARY MOVIE"!!!!
HEY EVERYONE!!!!!! OHHHH MY GOSH I HAVE MISSED ALL OF YOU ALL SOOOO MUCH!!!! SO MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON!! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN...WELL I GUESS FIRST THINGS FIRST...YAY MY COMPUTER IS BACK UP TO PAR, FOR NOW WELL THE PAST WEEKEND JUNE 23RD...WAS THE WEDDING, ONE OF THEM...AND EVERTHING WAS BEAUTIFUL!! ABSOULUTLY WONDERFUL...EVERYONE INCLUDING MYSELF WAS GORGEOUS IN THEIR DRESS...AND GUESS WHAT? I CAUGHT THE BOUQUET...(HOPE THATS HOW YOU SPELL IT) ANWAY....GET READY I WILL BE GETTING MARRIED IN 2009. I DON'T KNOW WHO YET WILL BE THE LUCKY GUY...BUT I AM CLAIMING IT...AND ALL OF YOU ALL WILL BE INVITITED..THE WEDDING WAS AT THE PRISTINE WEDDING CHAPEL IN JONESBORO GA...THE PLACE WAS AWESOME...IT WAS SO NICE...THEY THEN STAYED THE NIGHT AT THE RITZ HOTEL IN BUCKHEAD....PRETTY NICE...WELL THAT WEEK WAS JUST A HECTIC WEEK FOR ME...GETTING IN LAST MINUTE EXCERCISE AND EVERTHING...I WILL POST MY BRIDESMAID PICTURE THIS WEEKEND!! WELL ONE DOWN...ONE MORE TO GO...MY BEST FRIEND WEDDING IS RAPIDLY APPROACHING AND I INTEND ON BEING PREPARED....
WELL ON TO THE NEW JOB!! THE NEW JOB IS BUSY BUSY BUSY...I CAN'T CATCH A BREAK. I AM A FINANCIAL COUNSELOR AT GRADY MEMORIAL HOSPITAL...JUST INCASE YOU GUYS DON'T LIVE IN THE ATLANTA AREA AND KNOW ABOUT GRADY..I WORK AT THE HOSPITAL WHERE THE GUY WHO HAD THE RARE STRAND OF TB WAS AT...WELL WE SERVICE ALOT OF PEOPLE. GRADY IS THE HOSPITAL BASICALLY FOR THE INDENGENT...WELL FINALLY TRAINING IS OVER....I AM STILL BUSY AND POOPED BY THE TIME I GET HOME..OH WELL WHAT CAN YOU DO ITS A JOB AND I MUST SAY ITS VERY VERY INTRESTING..
I GOT A NEW CAR ALSO WHILE I HAVE BEEN AWAY...I GOT A 2006 MALIBU...I REALLY REALLY LIKE IT...TO BE HONEST NOO IT WASN'T MY CHOICE DREAM CAR. I WANTED A CAR THAT SAID I WAS YOUNG, FLY, SEXY, AND GOT IT GOING ON..,.WELL...I HAVEN'T BUILT UP ENOUGH CREDIT TO MAKE IT TO THAT STATUS YET....BUT I AM WORKING ON IT...BUT I LOVE IT...ITS A BIG CHANGE FROM MY 98 SATURN ...I WANTED TO GO AHEAD AND GET A NEW CAR BECAUSE THE SATURN WAS STARTING TO GIVE ME A LITTLE TROUBLE AND I DIDN'T WANT TO GET TO THE POINT I HAD TO GET WHAT ANYONE GIVE ME BECAUSE I NEED A CAR. SO I DID THE BIG GIRL THING AND WHEN AND GOT A CAR...ALLL BY MYSELF NO COSIGNER OR ANYTHING...I USED THIS FIRST CAR BUYING AS A LESSON LEARNED... WELL ON TO OTHER NEWS...REMEMBER A WHILE BACK MY COUSIN LITTLE ONE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL THEY WERE AFRAID IT WAS CANCER WELL HE IS FINE...EVERYTHING TURNED OUT TO BE OKAY. MY UNCLE (MY MOM'S LITTLE BROTHER) HE IS THE SAME AGE AS ME...WELL HE ACTUALLY TURNED 27 IN APRIL HE ACTUALLY IS IN BETWEEN ME AND MY BROTHER...WELL HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER ...HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH RARE TYPE OF CANCER...WELL THE CANCER HAS ALREADY SPREADED TO THE BRAIN..BUT WE HAVE BEEN PRAYING AND THE DOCTORS SEEM VERY HOPEFUL..HE IS GOING INTO HIS LAST WEEK OF RADIATION TO REMOVE THE LESIONS ON HIS BRAIN..THEN A MONTH LATER HE WILL START CHEMO THERAPY HE HAS THE OPTION OF TAKING CHEMO ONCE EVERY 2 WEEKS OR ONCE A MONTH!!!...HE HAS A LONG ROAD TO RECOVERY....JUST KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS!!
WELL ANYWAY...I HAVE REALLY MISSED ALL OF YOUR GUYS...ALL OF MY FRIENDS HERE IN EP LAND...WHEN I DON'T BLOG OR GET TO READY YOUR BLOGS...I AM LOST...YOU ALL MOTIVATE ME AND PUSH ME...TO BELIVE IN MYSELF....HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE A GOOD WEEK!! ENJOY YOUR 4TH OF JULY AND TALK TO YOU LATER ON THIS WEEK!!
Hey Everyone!! I am here I can't post a long blog! My computer has a virus I am taking it to the shop tomorrow so I should be back in the swing of things by the end of next week...I have also been training on my job so that has been keeping kinda late on the job!! Hope eveyrone is eating right and excercising..I PROMISE I will post if not this weekend next week! Have a good week!
JUST KIDDING ...BUT A GIRL CAN FANTASIZE IF SHE WANTS TO... 
HAVE A GREAT DAY TOMORROW EVERYONE!
WELL THE PAST WEEKEND JUNE 23RD...WAS THE WEDDING, ONE OF THEM...AND EVERTHING WAS BEAUTIFUL!! ABSOULUTLY WONDERFUL...EVERYONE INCLUDING MYSELF WAS GORGEOUS IN THEIR DRESS...AND GUESS WHAT? I CAUGHT THE BOUQUET...(HOPE THATS HOW YOU SPELL IT) ANWAY....GET READY I WILL BE GETTING MARRIED IN 2009. I DON'T KNOW WHO YET WILL BE THE LUCKY GUY...BUT I AM CLAIMING IT...AND ALL OF YOU ALL WILL BE INVITITED..THE WEDDING WAS AT THE PRISTINE WEDDING CHAPEL IN JONESBORO GA...THE PLACE WAS AWESOME...IT WAS SO NICE...THEY THEN STAYED THE NIGHT AT THE RITZ HOTEL IN BUCKHEAD....PRETTY NICE...WELL THAT WEEK WAS JUST A HECTIC WEEK FOR ME...GETTING IN LAST MINUTE EXCERCISE AND EVERTHING...I WILL POST MY BRIDESMAID PICTURE THIS WEEKEND!! WELL ONE DOWN...ONE MORE TO GO...MY BEST FRIEND WEDDING IS RAPIDLY APPROACHING AND I INTEND ON BEING PREPARED....