BACK TO BEGINNING!!!
HEY YOU GUYS!!!! HUGS ALL AROUND! I MISS YOU GUYS DEARLY!!!!!! HOW HAS EVERYONE BEEN. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO MAKE IT JUST IN LIFE. ITS BEEN HARD WITH THIS TERRIBLE TERRIBLE ECONOMY, BUT I'M BACK!!! SORRY I HAVE BEEN GONE SO LONG. I THINK I FOUND MY MOTIVATION AGAIN.. I GLAD HE CAME BACK...I GOT ON THE SCALE ABOUT A WEEK AGO AND WAS TOTALLY SHOCKED AND UPSET..I CAN'T CONTINUE LIKE THIS...ITS NOT GOOD FOR MY HEALTH AND AT THIS POINT SELF ESTEEM EITHER..BUT ANYWAY ENOUGH OF THAT...WHAT HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN DOING? I HAVE JUST BEEN WORKING AND WORKING AND WORKING. I HAVE A PART TIME JOB AT TARGET...WHICH WITH THESE GAS PRICES LIKE THEY ARE HAS BEEN WORKING OUT VERY WELL FOR ME. PLUS THEY GIVE ME ENOUGH TIME IN THE WEEK TO STILL GET A GOOD WORKOUT IN. ITS A COOL JOB. I CAN'T COMPLAIN.
I GUESS WHAT GOT ME MOTIVATED THIS TIME.. WAS MY STENCH WITH THE SCALE LAST WEEK PLUS I READ ABOUT A GIRL ABOUT MY AGE WHO LOST WEIGHT AND DID A GREAT JOB. I AM JUST TIRED OF MAKING EXCUSES I AM JUST READY TO GET BACK IN THE RUT OF THINGS. I SEE RIGHT NOW I HAVE TO START AT GROUND ZERO. I HAVE TO GO BACK TO BASICS.....JUST WALKING AND EATING MY VEGETABLES AND DRINKING MY WATER. THAT HAS BEEN THE BIGGEST THING THAT I HAVE FELL BACK ON. I HAVEN'T BEEN DRINKING MY WATER LIKE I USED TOO...I SEEM TO HAVE BECAME A REBEL WITHOUT A CAUSE...I NEED YOU GUYS TO GUIDE ME BACK TO THE SAFE WATERS..
SO HERE I GO AGAIN BACK ON THE WEIGHTLOSS WAGON...ONE DAY I AM GOING TO RIDE THE WAGON ALL THE WAY TO THE END UNTIL THEN I AM GOING TO KEEP TRYING UNTIL I MAKE IT! I AM ON VACATION THIS WEEK...SO SINCE THERE IS NO BETTER TIME THAN THE PRESENT..HERE I GO AGAIN!!! YOU GUYS HAVE A GREAT WEEK!
HEIDI
). Keep your head up kid, you got this. Focus on the prize: health!!!