09/01/2009 20:53
Week 2 - down another pound
Yipee! I lost actually 1.4 at weigh in today with Weight Watchers. So slowly but surely getting closer to my 190 area that I never get pass - oh but this time I WILL.
Today was our last day of the at work WW series and we are hoping to continue 9/29. I have decided if we don't get the 15 people we need to continue class during lunch that I need to continue WW classes on my own. Whether I do them on my lunch Thursdays or go after work. I can always try a bunch after work and find a leader I like. The thing is I truly respect and enjoy this leaders' classes. I know it's me that motivates myself but Sheri is awesome. She is down to earth and relates to everyone. Plus she always keeps the class on track and so encouraging. She never discourages you for a weight gain and just is the type of WW leader everyone needs that is a turtle like me. Plus, I WANT MY 10pc accomplishment chain!
My DD calls or emails me everyday so far and I find it cute. I do miss her but so happy she has the opportunity to go to College and start her life as an adult. Wow 18 years of just me and her. I centered my whole life around her... it's weird. I have been thinking a lot about her father and how he is missing out on a fantastic person. And someone who is part of him. He chooses not to contact her - she has made so many attempts and I feel bad for her. This just happen since April that he doesn't call or email. She thinks its a fault in her he doesn't bother but it isn't - it is so him. I saw this coming years ago. Who knows what the problem is at the moment but I can't be bother to badger him for the last 1,000 he owes in child support. It's not worth my time or health to get frustrated over a loser. Unfortunately, DD knows he is a loser as well and believe me it's not by me saying a word to her. All these years of keeping my mouth shut. She has asked me time and time again why I married him and I never say anything negative to her. Enough of this subject - so depressing.
My ankle is so much better so hopefully tomorrow I can do a DVD if not then I'll do my bike.
Well enough of my ramblings.
have a great day


