I did it!!!! I am so there!

YEAH!!!! I was hoping for 135 this morning and I got even better! Which is sweet because I want to go to Ihop! The only bad thing is I have bought a few new piece to the warerobe and they are getting baggy! But with TOM coming to an end I anticipate a little more weight loss then back to retaining water. But today I celebrate! Of course it would be nicer if my husband did not have to go to this auction and I didn't have this baby shower and it wasn't 5:30 in the freaking morning!!!! I am still going to treat myself to something special....like an all you can eat pancake dinner. So thanks everyone for being so great and with all your words of encouragement. And I hope you all hit your goal weights! Now I have to get dressed for a baby shower that is still 12 hours away.....FYI I am going to look like shit by the time the shower rolls around. 5:30 is too early for anyone to get up!

riding the yo-yo

Well it has been a few days since my last blog and I am up on my weight. I am crossing my fingers that it is all water weight but I have my doubts! I haven't been eating good lately and I am not excerising like I used too. I can't seem to get into the swing of a summer routine with the kids. It would help if we weren't so busy! Birthday parties and coot outs are killing me! But I will get there but at this point my "diet dead line" is fast approaching! So I need to step it up. I am going to start eating pretty as of today! I am going to force myself to get back on the eliptical...my husband is a little ticked off after paying 200 bucks for something I rarely use after a couple months. But I talked to my neighbor yesterday and seeing her and all her thinness is motivation enough for me! She looks great and I want too as well. So I am off to the healthier life style I was on a few weeks back!!! 

just a hello

Well I was close to it! But then there was a fun filled weekend that included a TON of food. So I am back up to 138 but no worries. I know I will be back to 136 by the end of the week. I know this because my salt in take was SO very high this past weekend. I can feel it in my hands. So I am back on track now and it will be fine. I was really hoping to hit it early but there is still hope of doing that....I have a little over a month until my original goal date. But I hope all of you had an excellant weekend!! Hey what fun is a diet with out the yo-yoing right?! Hope you are all doing well and staying on track....better then me!

4 pounds to go!!!!

Well this morning I was at 139. I am getting a little excited!! But I must say I have lost for the past 3 or 4 days and I am not sure why. But hey I will take it. I am sure things will level off soon and it will be a couple weeks until I lose more but you have NO clue what being in the 130' means....I haven't seen them since before the kids. So 6 years. So a good shopping trip is sounding better and better! Now like my fellow neighbor I will probably shoot for 130. That way I have a little room to yo-yo. But today I am very excited! 4 more pounds!!!! 

A mom or a street walker, decisions decisions

I had such a good day! I weighed myself after another good BM and I was in the 130's!!!! I didn't post it because we will see what is says tomorrow. But I am keeping my fingers crossed. This weekend starts a long busy summer so I decided to make a call to my mother. Thus setting up a little Grandma time for the kids. So I will be clothes shopping sooner then I would like too. I have absolutely dreaded this day for awhile. I hate shopping. Things seem to look better on a hanger then they do me. But I am going to suck it up. Oh and I am the only one that likes winter clothes more then summer? I mean if I wanted to looked like a street walker I would buy a pair of clear plastic platforms! The shorts are barely there and the tops are tight and/or see-through. And because I am built all screwed up I can't wear Ms clothes, I have no hips! It's hard to find clothes that will cover me in the Jr. There is no winning. But I am sure I will fine at least one nice outfit....maybe. Or maybe I will just say screw it and buy the clear plastic platforms and work it.

in a funk

Well it has been a while since my last blog and I have totally screwed my diet, I thought. I was yo-yoing for almost a week. But this morning I woke up to a bit of a loss. Since I haven't excerised in a while I was surprised but hell I will take it! But tonight I am getting back on track and going to work out! Promise. I am supposed to cleaning now but again I am having issues with getting motivated! I have to get out of this funk! I literally have furniture everywhere. I started some "spring" cleaning and never finished. Ok so I am really really hoping that tomorrow I will have lost a bit more and be back on my way to my goal. But now.....I have to clean.

Have a good mothers day

Well ladies I will be heavier tomorrow....no question. I ate like a pig today! That is how I know TOM is starting to knock. I swear!!!! @#$& Ok I feel better. Stress is getting high. And now is got a good time! WIth TOM on his way and family talking down to me like they are better....it will not end well. But that is a blog I will not get into. So with my stress eating and all I know tomorrow is going to suck. But I did buy a new pair of shorts today. They are so cute! I have to run to the Family Dollar to get TP and PT and things of that nature and saw them. They are SO cute and they were super cheap. Of course I will probably only get to wear them the one time....you get what you pay for and only paying 9.99 isn't saying much. What can I say I am cheap at heart.

So Mothers day is this Sunday but I think we are going to celebrate it on Saturday.....with only 1/3 of the crew. Mom is keeping the two older ones over night so keep your fingers crossed no one gets sick. Jake has yet to get the flu bug the girls and I had and he has been complaining of a tummy ache. Plus is allergies are SO SO bad right now. Mom won't keep him if they are still bad. All he does it cough all night long and it scares her. It keeps me up too but I am used to it. Sounds terrible but I wish he would puke, get some of that mucus out of there!

Anywho, Happy Mothers Day to all you Mommy's!! Hope you have a great one and hey maybe we will all wake up to a huge loss that morning! That would be the best gift ever, at least for me.

Small boobs and good sex

Well after a few small snacks and a good work out I am feeling much better! I feel like it has passed, finally! Now I totally forgot to tell you the depressing news. I had to buy a new bra....36B. I have been a full C for so long it was a little depressing for me and my husband. But when I wore a C I was a 38...I am not sure what the means besides I am getting smaller. Not sure if it's because my boobs are smaller or my chest as a whole? I have also been trying to buy some new clothes but can't seem  to find anything! I have bought a new summer dress and a couple new tops but no pants and trust me when I say the ones I currently own are falling off! They look awful! But I just can't seem to find anything I like, or that is a good fit. Well I did find one pair and didn't buy them and now I have nothing....my bad! My favorite jeans of all time are (as far as the fit goes) are CK but 3 kids and the mall...sounds like a quick trip to HELL! So I will have to suck it up and wear my pants with belts.....ugh it looks so bad.

Anyohw, even with my boob shrinking I have to admit my sex life is getting interesting. Friday night was, well, SUPER AMAZING. I assume because I am starting to feel better about the way I look then I am up to a little more....I will spare you the details. Then Sat. I got sick. So sad. But since I am feeling a bit more spry today....maybe, just maybe!!

just an update

Well I think I am feeling better today....I still have little to no apppetite and my belly is still kind of blah but if you were in my shoes for the past two days you could understand why. Two days of nothing but pain. I ate half of my breakfast, good enough! I did post my weight, which I think will go back up some but it put me as having lost 20 pounds which is awesome. I would get more excited about it but I am affraid I will get sick again if I move too much. We can celebrate that tomorrow....assuming I don't gain it back! Ok back to my couch...I am hoping my noon I can get up and do something, my house is a mess.

go figure!

Well lets start with the fact that I have (as of this morning) not gained any weight. BUT I have ate like a freaking pig today. Why? Well I am sick! Yes I finally got what my girls had and let me tell you they were not exaggerating on the pain! I fell like I weigh about 50 pounds heavier then when I started this diet. Now when I say I ate like a pig today....well I was not for real. But it feels like it. I have had a hand full of things and didn't finish a one of them and I went to LJS! I ate my fish and that was it. My stomach is HARD as a rock and not due to my crunches! Seriously ladies....I am hurting.

But on a happier note I found 2 pair of jeans from High School at Mom's today. She has a junk room full of our old clothes. I was SO tempted to grab my senior prom dress!! That would be so funny! I still might. I found a really cute pair of Guess jeans. I just grabbed them. I have yet to try them on. But I will once this bug gets out of my body! I will let you know about the prom dress at a later date....keeping in mind at graduation I weighed about 125 and was a one 2....I don't it will look as good! But it will be a hoot.

Well I may not be on here for a bit. And I am not weighing until I get better. Do you ever feel so sick you are just praying, "God please just let me puke to releave this pain?!". Ok well talk to you in a few days!!