Lots to lose - lots to gain

A blog following my weight loss journey.

My Profile

  • Name: partyfeet
  • City: Stalybridge
  • Region: Cheshire
  • Country: United Kingdom

My Weight Loss

Height: 170.2cm
Start weight: 22st 2.00lb
Current weight: 22st 8.00lb
Goal weight: 14st 0.00lb
Lost to date: -1st -6.00lb
Remaining: 8st 8.00lb

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Monday morning blues - or not!

Hi everyone - well the scales are showing a loss incredibly - not sure if this is because my legs are down after a very lazy Sunday, or the extra exercise.  Felt bloody aweful yesterday with a sore throat and cold, so wasnt particularly energetic.  I will know for sure after my weigh in at teatime.
 
The weather is lovely - bright, sunny and crisp. Perfect!  Just work to cope with.
 
I am in and out of meetings all day and have a meeting tommorow with my manager, and have to have an outline of the new staff structure planned and thought through including the budget plan to support it.  Think i will be working at home tonight till midnight!
 
 
 

Saturday

Well -i fitted in the cossie alot better than expected - my shape is definately improving.  I was nervous putting my body on public display - but it was OK.
Swimming was a scream.  I cant believe how good a swimmersmy girls are, they were dead motivational.  Swam about 20lengths and had a game of water tag - really good fun.
After went shopping and to buy a birthday present for a friend of the girls.
Home, washing, tidying up and cleaning.
Then the girls had a birthday party at the local bowling alley, then a party tea at Frankie and Benny's.
Spent about 45mins straightening their hair for them - Oh crikey i can seethose teenage years getting ever closer....
A good day

Back on track

Thanks to everyone for your understanding comments and encouragement.

I HAVE  had a good day today - back on the tfr cambridge with avengance - porridge for breakfast, cheese and  broccoli soup for lunch and a chocolate orange shake for tea - i know tommorow will be harder but plan to do more exercise in the hope i can limit the damage - scales said a 2lb GAIN this morning - have till Monday to try and pull it back.  I can cope with staying the same - but not a GAIN!!!

Havent been swimming in the last 6 years - but tommorow i have a date with my kids at the pool - which shows how desperate i am!!  Now i just need to keep my fingers crossed that my cossie still fits!

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1st class detour!!

Hi everyone - its been one of those days.

I was at a conference in Birmingham today - and ended up travelling 1st class on the train.  I've never ever  travelled 1st class and had no idea it included drinks and FOOD.  Well - i just couldnt resist the bacon roll...... and so the detour to my slim trip journey continued.....

lasagne and salad for lunch.....AAAH then chocolate cake.....

theres more....

a tomato and mozzarella sarnie on the train on the way home.:sosad:feelblue

I felt incredibly guilty by the time i arrived home... then i remembered the wordsof one of you wonderful people about the journey behind us - the distance we have come.....

so - today my diet journey has taken the scenic route!!! Tommorow - it will be direct - no slip ups.....its only one day in grand scheme of things, after all.

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Weigh in

Weigh in today - i've lost another 4 lbs - not too bad.  Had some pizza after weigh in - which probably will slow things down but heh - i felt i deserved a treat.
 
OOOh - so delicious.
 
I also had an appointment at the lymphoedema clinic this morning.  They were really pleased with my weight loss - and the reduction in the size of my legs.  I had to get measured for new support stockings - i know - i know - brings on thoughts of Norah batty!!  Anyway they said if i continue to lose weight they will put me forward for some intensive wrapping treatments which should really help reduce my legs further and improve the general shape of them.
 
A good day overall. 

2.5 stone off my face - i dont think so!!

I am so glad this week is over and it is weekend.  I avoided temptation earlier in the week at the pub and yesterday i was at a Conference in Preston.  Again refused the 3 course meal and sat with everyone with my bannana milkshake. 
 
Later i ran into some colleagues who haddnt seen me since before i lost the weight.  They saw i haddnt had lunch and so i told them about my diet and weight loss. 
 
They looked me up and down quizically and said "Yes i can tell in your face"
 
I want it to show everywhere - not just my face!!!
 
Anyway rant over - if i keep going they WILL be able to tell next time i see them.  Its harder when you have so much to lose.
 
Anyway on the plus side i got back into my size 22 Jeans this morning, and my 22 tops are now baggy - it might not show -but i can tellin my clothes.
 
Feeling good and motivated and intend to keep blogging regularly - as it really does seem to help.
 
The scales show another 1lb loss - but not sure how my scales compare to my newcambridge diet counsellor.  Its also TOTM so weightloss probably wont be brill.  Anyway weigh in isnt till Monday tea time - so i could lose a lttle more yet.
 
have a good day. xx
 

Early Exercising

Couldnt sleep so got up early and did my exercises to make up for not doing them last night.  Jumped onthe scales and it looks like i have lost a pound.  Is that all...
 
Titaniastar has just made me think about Christmas after reading her blog.
 
 A few weeks ago Lynton and me decided we would HAVE to tell the girls the truth about Santa - they will be going to High School next year.
 
As we explained to them - they sat with heads bowed, tears in their eyes, then cracked the biggest grins youve ever seen - they laughed and said they've known for at least the last 2 years but diddnt wantto upset us!
 
How ironic!
 
Anyway Christmas - my mum and dad come to our house, as do my sons and Daniels girlfriend, who grew up in care and dosent get on with her parents, and my grandaughter Brooke - so 10 of us . My Dad cooks theTurkey Christmas eve and brings it with him on Christmas morning and i do the rest.
 
We usually endup getting up about 5am with the kids, even my sons at age 20 still have a sack of pressies, and the lads andEmma and Brooke come over xmas eve bringing all their pressies too  - to open Christmas morning.  Then we have bacon butties for breakfast and then Christmas lunch about 3pm then dont bother with tea.
 
Exhausting, Chaotic.  But i wouldnt have it any other way.
 
Christmas will probably be "smaller" this year - we havent got the money we have had in the past.  We have shredded all our plastic in a bid to get our debt cleared, which is going well. So smaller scalethisyear- but with all the people i love most in the world.

Week 7

OK - this is 2 full days now, being 100% good. Bloody marvellous.
 
One of my staff went off on Maternity leave and so we went out for lunch to a local pub.   I was determined and prepared.  I bought a black coffee to drink and had a shake in a tetra pack for lunch. 
 
I offered to hold another staff members baby while she ate her lunch, which really helped and was lovely having A cuddle. 
 
For tea i had potato and leek soup, lovely and very filling. 
 
Diddnt get infrom work till 7.00pm so once tea was over felt too tired forexercise tonight.  Will do extra at weekend to make up for it.
 
 

Reassess and move on

Why is it that one little slip makes the slope even slippier.  Over the last couple of weeks i have have many many slip ups - Great all day and them wham - i fall flat on my face and sabatage all my efforts.  Decided in the end that i would inroduce a little healthy food with the shakes.
 
Last Friday decided that Lipotrim just wasnt working and so i am going to try the cambridge diet which offers so many more varieties - wonderful.
 
So - this week - Monday great day - porridge for breakfast, veg soup for lunch and then a bannana shake for tea - no problems.  Tues set off ok with breakfast and lunch, then went awol at tea time - so again today is day 1 - im never going to get back into ketosis at this rate. And my weight loss will continue to be slow.
 
Send me positive thoughts please...
 
 

Friday Day 25

Well - ive fallen off the wagon so to speak.
 
I read  on one of the lipotrim forums that you can make it up with a reduced amount of boiling water and sweetener and then microwabve to produce a delicious chololate muffin.
 
So....what had i got to lose.  I waited expectantly for the bell on the microwave to ping - nothing having passed my lips in 31/2 weeks.
 
Yuuck!  Which meant i diddnt have anything for breakfast.  Later i forgot to take my shake to work and was absoloutley starving.  My stomache was warbling incessantly despite loads of water.
 
In the end i gave in whilst picking up some flowers from Asda.
 
I ate a chicken and stuffing sandwich - which was delicious.  I couldnt finish the full sandwich and was amazed how strange it felt to be eating.  It even made the inside of my mouth feel sore....how strange.
 
Bloody lovely though.
 
I came home from work tonight feeling terribly guilty but have reflected and decided that its fine.  Under the circumstances it was understandable.  Put a line under it and move on.  Day 25 Done.
 
Ive been peeing foe England this week - hope this is a good sign!

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