My first goal reached

I have set 4 goals for myself just to keep myself motivated the first one is reach 192 second is reach 182 third is reach 162 and the last one is my goal weight of 140! so today I weighed myself and the scale said 192.2 I couldn't believe it so I stepped off the scale and then back on again and it said the same thing I'm so excited!!

This weekend my husband and I were packing up our house cause we are moving in less than a week. He comes into the kitchen where I was packing things and smacked my butt and said "Your butt is looking good" I can not tell you how much this made my day!!

What a day!!

Wow this has been quite a long day! I am moving to a new house in a week and there are still a ton of things left to do. So today I was giong to get some of those things done but first I had to go into town to get some fabric since I'm making my daughters halloween costume. We get the the fabric store and I realize that she has spots on her cheeks and they weren't going away so I call her Dr. we get in and it's a virus and so now we are home bound because it is very contagious and I still have tons to do and I didn't even get the things I needed to get done today!!
On a side note I lost weight with all the worrying I did lol

Bike ride

I got a bike yesturday and my friend helped me put the kid seat on it and I can't wait to ride this thing and get out of the gym. So I am going with a friend to this little train called Bob Jones trail that leads to the beach and we are going to take our kids on a bike ride! I'm so excited.

On a side note before the bike ride I have to go get blood drawn I'm fine with it the only part that gets me is what the Dr wrote on the blood work order he wrote obesity yes I know I'm obese but it kinda hits home even more when you see someone else write it down about you. But I keep reminding myself that I'm doing something about this!

Here's to a great day!

That time of the month

I hate this time of the month because all I have thought about today was sweets! I haven't craved sweets for a week which is a really big deal for me so now all of a sudden BAM it hits me I "need" chocolate! grrrrr I hope I make it past this I really don't want to go back to old habits

To the Dr I go Part 2

Well I went today and the Dr. wants to run some blood tests and do a physical so next Monday I do in for the physical and I hope beyond hope that he give me a perscription for phentermine if not I will have to fork over $200 at the weightloss clinic cause I know they will give it to me.

To the Dr I go

Well I go into the Dr today at 10:30 to talk about my weight. I have so much anxiety right now I hope it ends up being a good appointment. I will update later what happened with the Dr I just ask that everyone cross their fingers and toes for me lol. Thanks

Back from my parents house

On Friday I headed to Bakersfield from the central coast of California and I was kinda scared cause I have lost 11 lbs and I don't want to gain it all back and my parents love to go out to eat and they love to cook "comfort" foods.

Well I ate pretty well while I was there I shared my dinner with my mom when we went out and only took a little bit on my plate at their house and I did gain but only .6 I am so proud of myself. The last time I was trying to lose weight I was on Weight Watchers and when I went to my parents house I would gain atleast 2 lbs while I was there!

So here's to a new week and getting back to the gym and losing that weight!!!

The start of it all

Well I have started phentermine and so far I have gone from 206 to 197 in 6 days! I've been trying to eat healthy so once I am done with the phentermine I can live a healthy lifestyle because I will know how to eat in a healthy way and in healthy portions. So wish me luck on my journey!