| Height: | 160.0cm |
| Start weight: | 247.00lb |
| Current weight: | 228.00lb |
| Goal weight: | 160.00lb |
| Lost to date: | 19.00lb |
| Remaining: | 68.00lb |
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Okay I went to my doctor today, it was an okay visit. He took me off phen and put me on diethylpropion 75 mg (tenuate). I haven't taken any yet I am going to start tomorrow. I'm a little nervous cause my hubby said not that many people are taking it anymore. I will just have to wait and see how it works for me.
Okay I had my second child 5 weeks ago. I gained 66lbs with her. I was already overweight when I got pregnant. My husband knows I am trying my best to lose weight and eat better. The other night he asked me if I wanted to eat at Pizza Hut for supper 
! What???? Are you crazy??? Why would he ask me that?? He knows that I am trying so hard to do right. I feel as if he wants me to fail. Oh and when I say things like "my fat ass" he'll say "your not fat". Have you looked at me lately?? I wished he would get that if he would accept that I am fat, but I'm trying to lose weight it would be a lot better on me. I want to scream at him and say Wake Up!!!!! I just don't get him.
I measured today!! I have lost 2 inches in my hips amd 1 inch in my waist!!! I'm so happy!! I didn't do any exercises last week, but I am going to everyday this week starting tomorrow. I have got back on track with my diet, since my slip up on friday. Thank you all for your kind words, they really helped me out! I hope I have another 6lb lost, but I will be happy as long as I don't have a gain.
I feel so bad right now. I was out of food at my house, so I went up town to get something for lunch. Well I went to Sonic and got a hamburger with tots. It tasted so good, but I feel so bad now. I have been all week eating good and now on a friday I have to srew up. I'm not going to tell my husband I don't want him to think I can't do this. I can do this, I just have to buy more food next week so I'm not tempted to eat out. It was so not worth the guilt.
Last night I had that dinner with my husbands co workers. It's finally OVER!!! I got threw it without coming off my diet!! I had a grill chicken salad. I go to the doctor Monday and I hope his scales are the same as mine.
Well I was about to strave and instead of eating a snack I had a glass of crystal light. This diet is getting harder by the day. I just want to run to Mcdonalds and eat a big mac, but I'm not! I had ham and broccoli last light for supper and when I was finished it was like I never even ate. I don't get it. I try not to eat anymore than 1500 calories a day. Maybe I'm doing something wrong. It does feel really good to come here and get things off my chest. I had my picture taken yesterday and I about flipped out!! I don't feel I look like that in the mirror, so it is even worst than I thought GREAT!! I go back to work May 14th (I've been on maternity leave) and I hope that will help. I do alot of walking and lifting. I just didn't want to go back still looking pregnant. Well I hope I can get threw this day eating right!!
I have been eating well all week so far. I know it is only Tuesday, but that says alot for me. I hope I can keep it up for awhile (like forever). I am still on phen, so that helps a good bit. I had to eat out for lunch with my husband. I was going to eat a salad, but i got a grill chicken sandwich instead. I can only eat so many salads in a week. My problem is eating right. I can excise all day with no problem (okay a little), but when it comes to eating right that is my weakness! I just don't know what to eat for breakfast. I got lunch and supper down pat, but breakfast I have no clue. I know I can eat fruit, but honestly I would have to eat ALOT of them they just don't feel me up. I reckon I'll figure it out as I go. Well to top of this whole diet I got going on. My husband boss is throwing us a supper Thursday night, because we just had our 2nd child (little girl
). I'm greatful it's just that I don't want to get my fat ass in dress clothes just yet. Plus my hubby works with ALL skinny people. I hate to even eat around them. I did lose 1lb this week so far, so I have that to be proud of!!!
I'm starting phen today!!!! So far I have only had a fruit smoothie for breakfast. It is lunch right now and I'm not hungry. I really hope I can lose my weight this time and keep it off. I was on phen before and lost over 100lbs, but I gained it all back when I got pregnant with my 2nd child. So I am praying it will work again.
