I'm Back!!

I'm so back!! I haven't taken my diet pill going on two weeks now and I am losing MORE weight without them!! Yes I am now 228!!! I feel I have came a long way in a small amount of time, I don't know maybe it's just me!

I have been eating VERY little. I know I am eating way bad!! I have got to start eating better soon. I don't eat ANY breakfast, for lunch I have 1 sandwich, and for supper 1 sandwich and that's IT. I don't drink hardly any water anymore. I just feel that my body doesn't want any food or water ever. When I do it, it's because I force myself to. I can hear my belly yelling at me to eat, but I just don't feel like eating. I don't know whats going on with my bod!

Hope everyone has a GREAT weekend!

Sick!

 I haven't been posting cause I"M SICK!!!!!!!!!!! WHY ME????? okay no pity for me! Between the bad headaches and diarrhea, I was on my home from work (yes sick and working, shouldn't my boss love me) last night when my dh called and told me to hurry up and get home cause my son was throwing up every where! So now today I am taking care of my sick self, my sick son and, my daughter which is not sick yet. It's been a bad week so far! I have lost down to 232.5lbs so I guess being sick pays off, but I would rather gain and not be sick! I hope everyone is doing great! Sorry I haven't been checking up on ya'll, but I will as soon as I feel better and can stay out of the bathroom!

thursday

I'm so glad it's Thursday!!! I have been doing so good this week! I have only lost 1lb, but that is so much better than a gain right! I have got to get my lazy tail up and start back working out. I'm just so tired from working. I got home this morning at 1:15 and my little girl just has to wake up. She didn't want to go back to sleep until 3:00am, I was getting a little frustrated with her.

I got some really good news yesterday and I got some bad (sad) news as well.

The good news first... Yesterday was the last day of school and dh and I went to my sons honors day program. Well we found out that he is going to be in the gifted childs program next year!! I'm so proud of him!! I always knew that he was really smart, but for his teacher to tell me how smart he is made me feel SUPER good as a Mom! The funny thing is she has told me lots of times how well mannered he is at school and she said I don't know how you do it! That kid has made his Mom and Dad so happy!!!!!! Go Tanner!!!!

On to the bad... My Mom is getting married in Sept. I found out yesterday that I will be the only daughter to be there. No my sisters aren't not coming cause of her soon to be hubby, but because of her! I feel bad for my Mom cause this is suppose to be a happy day for her and without all her kids people are bound to ask questions why. This is why, my 26 year old sis hasn't been speaking to her lately, so my Mom finally called her Monday night and asked her to be there and she said no my son has a football game that day. I get that my Mom has been a shity Mom, but I just wished my oldest sis would just suck it up this one day for her. Now my lil sis is another story. My sisters honors day was yesterday too and she asked my Mom to please come. My sis always gets A B honor roll every year, my Mom has NEVER came to a honors program for her. Well she was a NO show yesterday. It broke my lil sisters heart. So her way of thinking is why should I go to her wedding when for 9 years she hasn't been to any of my school events. My sis is in the band and my Mom can't even tell you what she plays. I feel so sorry for her (my lil sis that is)!! I wish I could just take her pain away, but my Mom is the only one that can do that and she never will. They got into a fight yes with their fist about a month ago. I told my Mom to after 3 weeks of them not seeing or specking to just go over and talk to her, that's all the kid wants. Well she did and it made my lil sis so happy, but the bad thing is my Mom never would have went over if I didn't tell her to. Back to the wedding I feel sorry for my mom but she done this all to her self. I'm just going to feel very weird being her only child there ya know what I mean.

Okay enough of the bad. I hope everyone has had an awesome week! Off to check!!

Eating

This is the low down on my eating mon - fri

Breakfast- nothing, but if I do get hungry I eat a Hostess 100 cal snack pack

Snack- Jello cup= 5 cal

Lunch- Tuna sandwich on wheat bread w/ light mayo= 425 cal I normal eat one and a half

Snack- Jello cup= 5 cal

Supper- One chicken sandwich on wheat bread with light mayo. sun chips mini bites, snack pack, and another jello sometimes all this= 450 cal

So that is a total of 885 cal without breakfast with is 985 cal

I drank water all day and that's it!! I know I need veggies and fruit, so I was wondering if those V8 drinks would do it??? I'm on this pill so I can't eat anymore than that!! I work at night so I have pack something simple to eat, so I don't have to run up town, cause we only get 30 min supper. The bad thing is I have to make myself eat. I am going to eat a hot dog today (light hotdog on wheat buns) for lunch cause I get sick of the same old stuff EVERYDAY!! Well anyways I gotta run the baby is calling!!

I don't get it!!

I took my measurements today and they haven't changed much at all since april 22! I have only lost 2.5 inches in my hips and my waist. I have lost 11lbs so I thought that I would have lost more inches than just 2.5!!

I haven't blogged since Thursday cause Friday I went with my Daddy to pick up his new truck (YAY I'm so happy for him) and Saturday I was just lazy!! Nothing has changed I just lost another pound. My swelling is still the same. I did take Friday and Saturday off from my pill. I started it back today and I feel like CRAP! Which is kinda good cause I don't eat when I feel bad.

I have set a new goal for myself! I want to be in the 100's (even if it's 199) by Sept 1st!! My Mom is getting married and of course she asked me to stand with her. I don't have to wear a dress so I told her I would. Since this is her 3rd marriage (the first two was to my Daddy, I guess they thought the second one would last, but they thought wrong!) it's going to be a redneck wedding, but whatever floats her boat! I don't think it will be all that hard to lose 36lbs in 3 months, I hope not anyways!

Well I hope everyone has a great week!!

Double digit loss!!!!!

I have enter the double digits in my loss!!!!!!!!!!!!! 10lbs baby!!! I'm so freakin happy!! My clothes aren't getting any loser, is that normal? I am losing inches, I measure every other Sunday. My biggest loss is in my waist, I need it to be in HIPS!!

My hands are so swollen today!! I can't wait until I get back in the grove of working so I want hurt anymore! What can I do for swollen hands??? When I was pregnant my doc told me to drink lots of water, you would think that would make it worse

Well I just found out the Melinda  got the boot last night on American Idol, I'm not to happy about that!!

wednesday already???

This week has flown by so fast (YAY)!!  Well nothing to report on my weight loss. I didn't lose anything yesterday, but I okay with that. I haven't been getting any exercising in this week because I'm so dang sore from work!

I do have some good news about work!! I talked with HR last night and he told me I can go to first shift the day after my 1 year is up!!! YAY I'm so happy about that! My year will be up June 28th, so tha'ts not that far away.

I hope all of you are doing well. Off to check on you guys!!

Last Night

Last night went alright, I am so sore today! My job is physically challenging, which is a good thing while trying to lose weight! I have a new supervisor and he is so dang weird!!!!! I hope I can get use to his ways real quick like, cause last night he just got on my bad side. I got off work at 2:16am and went straight home took a HOT bath and my little one woke up at 3:15. Which was alright cause I missed her all night! So I fed and changed her and went to sleep around 3:40am. I woke up this morning at 9 so I hope I can make it thru work without falling asleep. I cried like a baby walking out of my sister-n-laws house (that's who is keeping my little girl)! Today will be a lot easier leaving her than yesterday was. My son stays with his grandpa, so I don't mind leaving him cause he begs to go over there to ride his 4 wheeler!

Okay on to the good stuff!! GUESS WHAT?????? I lost another 1lb yesterday!!!!!!!!!!! So already 1.5lb this week!! I'm doing the happy dance! Okay not really cause I'm way to sore! Off to check on you guys! Have a great day!

Back to work

I go back to work tonight after being on maternity leave for 8 weeks. Going back is going to be hard, cause I have to leave my kids. I am trying to think of positive things about going back. Let's see, I'll be making money (yay), I'll be more active so more weight loss (YAY), Okay I think that's about it!

I had a awesome week last week. So hoping for another one this week. I lost another .5lb!! I just feel that the weight is just falling off!! I got out yesterday and walked a mile with my hubby and kids. I'm going to try to get in a workout before work.

I just want to add that if everyone will keep your fingers crossed for it to rain in South Georgia, because of the wild fires. When we woke up Saturday morning, the smoke was so heavy you couldn't see to drive. So I am praying that they get it under control before it reaches my house!

OMG!!

I lost 3.5lbs this week!!! I'm so freakin happy!!! I have now enter the 230's, I know I shouldn't be happy that I'm 239.5, but it's so much better than 247! I got my tail outside yesterday and started walking around our block with dh and dd. We didn't get to make it all the way around which is a mile, cause my dd started crying so we had to take her home. I did get to meet one of my neighbors that I haven't meet the 3 years I have lived here!

I went to the tea party yesterday at my sons school. I haven't figured out why they called it a tea party we had fruit punch! It was fun anyways. He sits next to one of those kids that will talk to anybody about anything and of course her Mom didn't come so she talked to ME the whole time. I didn't mine she was funny!  We have a field next to our house and I'm going to mow that today. I hope I get a little tan while doing so! Well I hope all of you Mother's have a wonderful Mother's Day tomorrow. I tol my dh all I wanted was one night where I don't have to get up with the baby!

Oh and while everybody else is doing it I mine as well my myspace is www.myspace.com/pammie_wright