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Back a year later

so, I lost this cause we got a new computer but now I have found it again.  I scared myself by gaining weight past the limit that my body had seem to set, no matter what I ate.  This limit was grossly overweight but I was used to it.  I would lose weight and then pop right back up to it.  So now I have been dieting and sort of exercising for about a week.  I have lost 7 pounds. I am hoping that I will be able to get to use the wii soon.  My first goal lol.  The kids all set goals on there but it would not accept me.

ugh

Doing awful, feeling good but doing awful!

lost 20lbs

yay, I lost 20 lbs and am under 300!  I am very grumpy though!!!! and easily irritated

I love water aerobics

I do!  I set up my work out plan at the fitness center/Y yesterday.  Ate a lot this weekend but still lost 2 lbs.  I feel good right now.  I need to go print off my resume, write a cover letter, and mail it so I can get a real job

cleaning

Doing good today.  Its great to see the sun!!!!!  I have my appointment at the Y to set up my routine tomorrow.  I didnt go yesterday.  I am cleaning and the car wont start so I will probably not go today.  Maybe we can exercise as a family.  Hopefully the floor will hold lol.  Its so much easier to love your life when the sun is out.  My poor husband is working in the cold though.  poor guy.  Need to set a time to do my taxes.  We need to figure out how to do them since they did not take federal taxes out of his unemployment.  He is stressed about this but just look at the sunshine.  It will be ok

did ok today

did ok at work.  water aerobics after.  I even went in 5 minutes late (I hate that)  This week is gonna be hard though cause Orlando went back to work and there is a gap between his pay and unemployment.  Fattening food seems to be the cheapest.  We can do it though.

:)

If you eat junk food and its not really that good, the calories shouldnt count

ok

weighed myself again today even though I said I wouldnt.  Lost 3 lbs.  I knew it was there somewhere. lol  I think I am gonna start weighing myself on Tuesdays instead of Mondays cause the weekends are rough.  I did not work out yesterday cause I worked to jobs and the roads were bad when I got off.  Plus I had cramps.  I havent had those in a long time. 
My husband turns 40 tomorrow.  He was going to get to eat like a normal person and Wendys is opening tomorrow after being gone for several years.  BUT the kids have fasting day for Haiti and the youth service is gonna be like a shelter in a disaster.  Pretty cool but, you know.
We probably will have a cake sometime but if Its during the week and small, I will be ok.

we will see

I hope I will weigh less than I did last week tomorrow.  Ive been ok but not super dieting.  idk.  I used the tread mill yesterday and today.  I sweat alot but my pulse really didnt get to high.  oh well.  For some reason I am hungry NOW.  I wish I could go to bed but the baby doesnt feel well.  My husband has a friend over watching football.  He's holding him but I can sleep when he's like that.  I do need sleep though or I will be super grumpy.  I am grumpy when I am hungry but more grumpy when I am tired.  Add them together and I think it will mean meltdown.  Maybe I will wait till tuesday to weigh.