11/28/2009 16:19
Is it going to be THIS time?
I just cant seem to get motivated! What in the hell is my problem? I am a fat ass and cant seem to get off my lazy ass and do something about it! I am totally sick of the way I look and feel. I need a little motivation!
I can hardley get my clothes on and honestly, I am still wearing some of my maternity clothes. How pathetic is this? So, I have a made a promise to myself, son, and God that something must change. I want to live till I am 99 and see my son grow up. Not to mention, he will play soccer next year and I want to be a hot soccer mommy! I need some accountability.
I refuse to take pictures with my son because I am so fat!
I am going to take a nice walk this afternoon and start back eating right. Please, for the LOVE of God, let me shake this disease for one final time.
Posted By: Stephanie Leigh
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03/21/2009 23:54
Welcome PIGGY!
It's like nothing I do works...as you can see I am here and fat as every. I dont know why I cant mentally get on track and do this. Is anyone in the same boat? I know what to do, but dont seem to do it. Ggggrrrrrrr
Tomorrow I am going to start back to WW...AGAIN! I turn 30 in two weeks and I am SO overweight. :( I have no one to blame for this but ME ME ME. I think a lot of this is I dont care about myself and I am not taking pride in ME. For the past years I have been through hell and back. I want to turn this around and start focusing on myself.
I am going to start tomorrow and take this one day at a time. I am going to try to do this and hope I can find the support I have longed desired.
SWL
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12/27/2008 04:25
welcome back fat ass
well, lookie here. yes, i am back and ready to go. i went and weighed in today...w big fat 218 @ ww. i bought a 3 month journal and i am ready to go. this is MY year to do this. i turn 30 in april and i am no longer going to be a fat ass mom, teacher, wife, friend, daughter, and so on.
my best friend and i are going to once and for all conquer this weight problem. i just recently started back eating meat and i feel a little better, but having an extra person on me doesnt help.
i am going to start slowly and work my way back into this.
i will post tomorrow.
swl
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07/15/2008 11:26
DO you exercise?
So, I went to my OB yesterday for my check up, one year after I had my son. I got on the scale...WOW, I need WW! As the nurse was in the room asking me all these questions, she said "Do you exercise?" Ummm, Look @ me was my response. :)
It was a HUGE slap in my face to face the scales, doctor, nurses, and myself that YES I have a problem and I need to do something about it. I went through my whole speech of how I know what to do blah, blah, blah and so on.
Here I sit, fat as hell, and I just got the ass kick I needed yesterday.
So, I vow to do this AGAIN, follow program, track, weigh in, and do the right things for ME.
SWL
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05/30/2008 09:54
TGIF!!!!!
Well, it's FRIDAY and I have eaten good all week! I am going to weigh myself on Monday to determine how much gain I have made. I havent eaten meat all week either. I feel like I am off to a great start & it is only then beginning of a life change.
I do plan on going back to the WW meetings, but I am not sure when. I think I am looking at more like July. I am SO ashamed at how much weight I have gained and I can't face those people just yet. :D
I am really enjoying being home this summer, spending time with Owen & just NOT WORKING!
Well, I am off to clean.
Stephanie
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05/28/2008 12:05
HuMP daY...
Here it is...Wednesday & I can honestly say I have been on program for *3* days. :D Yippee!!! I haven't had meat since Saturday & I feel great!
I am purchasing a jogging stroller this week & I am SO excited! I know I need to get my fat ass out and workout! I am turning 30 next year and I want to look HOT HOT HOT!
Today I have eaten good so far...
Muffins, 6 points
Water, 0 points
Coffee, 2 points
I am not sure what I am going to have for lunch or dinner. I will stay within my points. I am going to miss the extra nursing points I have since I am breastfeeding. Not sure how much longer I will have those. Weaning has not been the easiest & Owen really likes it.
Oh well, I am going to pick up while my munchkin is asleep.
Until tomrorrow...
SWL
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05/27/2008 20:15
And here I am AGAIN...
Ok, I am here AGAIN. I have been eating like the food factories are going out of business. No really, I have. I am up to 204.0 and I am big as a hog. Literally. So, I am back on WW AGAIN & really focused this time around. I am going to lose 20 pounds before I go back to work on August 7.
I have a plan...
- I am going to stick to WW
- Exercise DAILY (walking)
- cutting out meat...slowly going to dairy as well
- journal on here
- track my points
This place is wonderful & really helps me.
Here is what I have eaten so far:
- Organic Cheerios
- milk
- sushi
- chips & salsa
- boca burger
- baked fries
Well, I will update tomorrow.
Piggie,
Stephanie
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01/20/2008 11:29
Could it be....
Well, DH and I are in the process of looking for a house. So, I think we could have found our house. It would need to be built, but I am all willing to wait on it. We need to do a lot of talking, a little looking, and getting some prices together. Until then, all we can do is leave it in God's hands.
WW: Went to WW yesterday for the meeting and I was down 1.8lbs, just want I needed to get another S*T*A*R!!! I am down a total of 15lbs. I know this year is going to be the year for me to get thin & truly find myself. If we get the house, we will have a pool there. WOW, I can take Owen to the pool ALL summer and get a tan. 
This week I plan on keeping up my journaling, drinking my water, and I HOPE to start exercising. I would like to lose more than a pound this week. Oh well, I am off to get the house together.
Toodles,
Stephanie
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01/19/2008 20:12
Another S*T*A*R
Well, I got another star today at WW. I am down 15 pounds!!!! Yippee. I will update more later.
SWL
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01/17/2008 21:25
Wow, I can really do this
It has almost been a week since I have had wheat or dairy and it's not so bad. I have not really been missing it, but sitting here watching DH eat his ice cream...I am wanting some. 
It will really be interesting to see my weight loss/gain this week. If I have gained, I know it's from the *MOLTEN*. Here is what I have eaten today:
- Wheat-free waffles w/syrup
- turkey saussage
- chocolate soy milk
- iced coffee from starbucks w/soy milk & sugar-free vanilla syrup
- eggs w/baby bellas, onions, ham, & dairy-free cheese
- hashbrowns
- turkey saussage
- grilled chicken w/baby bellas & onions
- steamed veggies
- rice
As you can see I had breakfast for lunch today and it was really yummy! I think I am going to have it again tomorrow for lunch. There was NO leftover chicken. We are going out to eat tomorrow and I think we are having Mexican.
Well, I am off to watch some TV.
Until next time...
Stephanie
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