12/01/2010 15:28
hmmmmmm
Thank you to those of you who have checked up on me, or given me a gentle prod (or a huge kick up the arse!).... I do appreciate it.
My heart is still not in the weightloss zone though. I have not been to WW for two weeks now. Last week I had to visit family instead, and although I was (half-heartedly) intending to go last night we had crazy snow here, and crazy crazy traffic... and being honest, it didn't take much for me to blow it off.
I've not weighed myself (but imagine I will have gained since the last weigh-in because I've eaten too much of the wrong things). I feel a fat lump.... my clothes are starting to not look/feel brilliant..... and STILL I can't stick to it. Well, it's not 'can't' is it.... it's I don't want to enough.
I'm sure I'll get my mojo back one day.... but my current thinking is to take it steady (ie just try not to gain) until Christmas.... and then really get back into it with a vengeance in the new year.