One Pound At A Time

About my blog? Weight loss, healthy choices, lifestyle changes,

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  • Name: goingforward
  • City: Austin
  • Region: Texas
  • Country: United States

My Weight Loss

Height: 154.9cm
Start weight: 131.00lb
Current weight: 124.60lb
Goal weight: 119.00lb
Lost to date: 6.40lb
Remaining: 5.60lb

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Before After

Time

It's been some time since my last blog post - August 20.  Time brings change and my precious mother passed away on August 22.  In the days prior, something in my heart told me she was ready to leave.  Even so, I was just not quite prepared to loose my mother.  I do miss her so much.  I am at peace because I know my mother no longer has to suffer the pain and alzheimers and I no longer have the pain of watching her suffer. This is my peace.  Still, I miss her terribly. Just being with her and holding her hand, seeing her smile.  My mother had a long life and I'm grateful for the memories. 
 
So it feels a little stange to pick up the pieces from where I left of before August 22.  Getting back to routine.  I went to the gym today.  My first workout in awhile.  Concentrating of eating better than I have been these past 3 weeks or so.  Tha'ts all for now.

It's Friday!

Quick post....Did not get by lazy butt to the gym.  First thing tomorrow for sure!  Ate so/so.  Skipped breakfast.  Lunch was cup of french onion soup and 1/2 grilled chicken sandwich.  Dinner was just a salad - nothing more, nothing less.  Ran out of bottled water so only 1 bottled water today.  Have a great weekend!

Tequila Sunset

Watched a beautiful sunset tonight....Breathtaking...and brought forth lots of warm and loving memories.  I love sunrises and sunsets - in the midst of all the chaos in the world, nothing is more peaceful than the sun setting beyond the horizon painting her colors in the sky. 
 
Thank you God for this day.

Wednesday

Had pretty typical morning.  This afternoon had a family meeting with hospice care to discuss a higher level of care for our precious mom.  She has advanced demetia and, although she is in wonderful and loving alzheimers care facility, she needs more one on one care that hospice can provide. What's nice is that she can continue to stay where she is now and hopice will send in their own skilled staff to assist.  It is hard to see my mom decline.  She can no longer carry on a conversation.  She needs assistance with everything these days and has gotten to the point where she can no longer walk.   My brothers and sisters (6 of us) are very comforted knowing my mom is getting the best care possible.  We have openly discussed some difficult topics concerning my mom and end of life decisions - funeral, mom's wishes, pallative care.  I am comforted we brought these topics to open discussion and not wait until the critical stages or after my mom passes. 
 
After hospice meeting, one of my sisters and I went to Olive Garden and split a Baked Talaipa dinner with grilled veggies and angel hair pasta.  Had side of salad AND the waiter brought us yummy garlic rolls that my did sis and I did not eat. 
 
Okay, night all. 

No Cooking Tonight :)

Felt so much better today.  8 hour RE class and then home for dinner.  Nice surprise...Husband made sirloin steak, baked potatoes and grilled squash/onions.  So sweet.  I ate a small portion of the steak, bit of veggies, 1/2 baked potato w/tad of butter/sour cream/cheese (really - it was just a tad)  Had a free night of nothing pressing to be done so I went to the gym at 9pm and did over an hour workout on elipitical, bike, treadmill and some ab and leg weights.  So glad I went.
 
Breakfast:  breakfast bar.  Snack: fresh plum.  Lunch: Salad with grilled chicken. Snack: protein bar.
 
While at the gym, I read an interesting magazine article on Kiwi fruit and wanted to share a couple links I just found on the health benefits this wonderful fruit.  Worth the read.
 
 
 
Eat you Kiwi! 

Monday blues

Blahhh...that's my word for today.  I totally am not feeling well.  Like I'm coming down with something.  Eyes burn, sore muscles.  No time for sick - have RE class tomorrow all day...bigger blahh... I did work most of today and in into the evening with RE - paperwork mostly.  Leased a home for one of my investors so met with tenants, more paperwork, etc. Going to bed early and hope to feel better tomorrow.  No work-out for me today.  Ate okay but I won't brag.  Breakfast:  Protein bar.  Lunch" 6" grilled chicken on flatbread from Subway.  (Love the flatbread) Dinner:  Chicken fajita with a tad of cheese (no sour cream) and a salad with no fat dressing.  3 bottles of water.  I need more veggies and fruit in my diet. 

The Weekend

Saturday I did make it to the gym.  Yay!  Did not get there in time for a class so I worked out on elipitical for 35 minutes and then did some weight machines working on abs, arms, legs.   So glad I went.  Breakfast 1 slice WG toast w/ almond butter. Ate power bar before workout, salad for lunch.  Bean & cheese burrito for dinner - not a very healthy dinner I know but had to get my calories in for the day. 
 
Today (Sunday) my body is telling me to rest and that is exactly what I did.  Just not feeling 100% great so I slept on and off most of day.  Hope that does not mean I am up all night.  I ate okay but probably not enough protein and calories.  1 slice WG toast with almond butter, slept through lunch, dinner had almond coated talipia and yogart.  Just don't have much of an appetite.   No water today.  Not good. 

Where did the week go!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!  I haven't posted since Monday and today is Friday!  And I only went to the gym once this week.  Not good I know.  I promised myself I would be at the gym every other day.  So tomorrow no excuses - no getting sidetracked.  I LOVE my workouts but dang it, my real estate sucks up so much time some days.  Had three listing appointments this week which means I previewed three homes plus the competition, did three CMA's (which takes forever to do), listed one home which means lots of marketing material to do.  Tomorrow I am taking the day off and will set my priorities on me and workout.  Otherwise, I have honestly not been doing bad with eating.  Tonight husband and I joined a couple friends for dinner at Fish Daddy's and I passed on the 400 something calorie margarita :) (just had water).  I ate salmon (lunch portion) with veggies BUT I forgot to tell the waitress to leave off the rice so of course, I ate the rice.  Yesterday I ate two cookies while on an agent property tour.  Sigh...BUT I did pass on the fresh made glazed donuts during office tour meeting. BAD donuts!  Beyond the cookies I've been good. Have very consciusly been eating fruits, veggies, and salads.  Had talapia fish a couple nights ago.  Made my favorite corn, avocado salad and ate that last night.  Bought a yummy homemade protein bar at the Farmer's Market on Tuesday when I ran by to check out the fresh veggies.  Have been nibbleing on that from time to time.  Drinking water but not as often as I should be. 
 
I think I need to set another goal.  Working on my first goal was easy and I stayed very committed to workouts and eating well.  This was in part due to my sister trip to the coast and I feel like I had a deadline to meet - a reason to stay on track. I'm thinking on my next goal I need to set another deadline and give myself some kind of special reward, Sounds like I'm bribing myself, te-he.  But hey, if it works, I'm all for it.  I'm going to think about this what I'd love to have - within reason. 
 
Would like to say thanks and send hugs to allforlauren for giving me a gentle tug to get back to my posting and helping me stay on track.  Amazing how the encouragement helps AND the posting. 
 
Oh yea, forgot to mention that I stopped by the office today and spent a bit of time chatting with an associate who I don't see very often.  Out of the blue she said to me.."Have you been loosing weight?"  Talk about a boost in the arm!  YES! 
 
That's all for tonight.   Off to the gym tomorrow....
 
 

Monday

Seems to days are passing me by quicker than I can sit down and post to ET.  I missed posting yesterday but nothing new to report anyway.   Today was another run around doing RE business and stopped in to visit my precious mom.  After that, I decided to stop by outlet mall on way home. Was hungry by then and every food place I walked by looked so tempting.  Actually walked into the Food Court, looked at the menus - pizza, asian, fried chicken.  Good grief!  Can't there be healthy food.  It's no wonder we have health crisis in our country - so much BAD food.  Passed on all the crap food and continued on my way home.  Stopped by HEB and strolled past the fresh donut section.  I've not had a donut since before May 1st and that's like forever ago.  With a deep drooling desire to buy JUST ONE little donut...JUST ONE....BUT I kept right on walking and tonight I looked up information on donuts...
 
Doughnuts  (do' nutz)  A combination of processed flour, sugar, egg, salt finished by deep frying in a large quantity of vegetable oil.
Selected safety information: Doughnuts are contraindicated in patients who have demonstrated an intolerance to fat (patients with known gall bladder disease or those who may have silent gallstones), and in people who have a history of elevated cholesterol, coronary artery disease, peripheral vascular disease, diabetes or elevated fasting blood sugar.  People should be aware of the potential risks of consuming vegetable oils that are cooked at high temperature, which include the consumption of carcinogenic compounds.  Vegetable oils are also very high in omega 6 fatty acids which promote body inflammation when consumed to excess.  Foods which are high in simple sugars have been shown to elevated insulin levels when consumed chronically.  High insulin levels can lead to hypoglycemia after food consumption.  Chronically high insulin levels are associated with high blood pressure, elevated serum triglycerides, low HDL cholesterol,increased hunger, obesity and adult onset diabetes.  
 
Most common side effects include:  Nausea,  Post prandial hypoglycemia, weight gain, acne, oily mouth-feel, diarrhea, increased hunger levels, carbohydrate cravings, elevated cholesterol, feelings of depression linked to lack of control over food intake.

Black Box Warning: The excessive consumption of doughnuts and other foods which combine high levels of sugar and fat have been linked to obesity, heart disease and an increased risk of many cancers.  These foods should be consumed rarely and with full knowledge that they are harmful to your health. 

This was very eye opening to me.  Those damn little donuts!

So today I ate pretty good:  Breakfast:  Banana, Oatmeal   Late Snack:  Fiber Bar  Dinner:  Pinwheel steak with Cheese.  Salad with No Fast Dressing.

Disappointed with myself that I did not go to the gym as it's been a few days now.  Only worked out twice last week so tomorrow I must go for sure. 

 

 

Saturday on Sunday

Missed posting yesterday so this is just a catch up post.  Had a listing appointment yesterday morning and in the afternooon hubby and I drove to his hometown for the annual festival.  Walked about looking at the craft booth items and then listened to a band, did a bit of dancing and drove back late last night.  I did not workout yesterday due to busy schedule but I did eat well.  Breakfast:  Oatmeal, Lunch:  Salad and salmon wrapped in spinich/cheese. At the festival I ate a chicken fajita with a bit of cheese and onions. I limited my drinking all to to only 2 Bed Light Beers and my hubby made up for what I did not drink.  Off to do an open house now. 

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