Update from drs appt...

So, I've been having some really horrible headaches for a few months now.

I was also having quite a hard time controlling my asthma. So I played a dance with my inhalers...my doc had put me on a new inhaler. Today I had an appt...she asked how my asthma was, I told her no better, no worse. So we decided to stop the new inhaler (because it has a higher DEATH! rate) and put me back on my old one. She had put me on a new allergy medicine (xyzal-because the Zyrtec which I loved...didn't work so well for me this year) which worked great but I had stopped taking that because of the headaches...

She had given me Ambien to take because I am having some insomnia issues, but I didn't really take that much because I felt hungover....

Well...dh thinks that the headaches started when I started the birth control back in January...so now, she told me to stop taking the birth control.

So now...I'm back on my original asthma meds (3 inhalers) a newer allergy medicine (clarinex...anyone take it?) and she gave me something new for sleep...

well story of my life, I'm really having thoughts of getting pregnant again. Um...I'd gotten rid of EVERYTHING after ds was born...I had kind of nightmare pregnancies...and now I'm off the pill...

I'm thinking of being really naughty and seeing if maybe I shouldn't take any of the new meds that she gave me (the allergy or the sleep aid) and just take Benedryl at night for my allergies and to help me sleep. But I know that I can't take benedryl if I'm trying to get knocked up because it will dry me up...

And...um, I'm kind of thinking of asking for Clomid too....that was going to be the second line of attack if the progesterone suppositories didnt work with ds-apparently the clomid helps something with the progesterone level...but I don't remember what.

Oh and my friggin thyroid is off again, she wants to me have it retested in 3 weeks...

WTF is wrong with me????

I kind of know what's wrong...I had a patient a couple weeks ago, that came in...was gonna have surgery (she was in her 50's) found out she had massive cancer....her two children lived in NYC...and she was all alone...she told me she wished she'd had more children...ever since then, I've been a hormonal mess.

Did I mention dh was completely against having another baby???

FUCK...any advice would be really appreciated! any girlies with wicked headaches in the mix?  They are by far the worse I've ever had...ugh!

Shes not concerned with my weight, 160 today on a full belly completely dressed....but I'm not thrilled with it

Thanks for reading if you got this far!

Advice.....

Hey girl, wheither or not you want it or not I'm gonna give it to ya!  I think if dh is against having a child right now and you are having all these allergy/asthma issues then you should just wait.  You don't want to bring another child into the mix that dh may end up resenting.  You knwo?  I would love to have another child even though I had a horrible pregnancy but there is NO WAY I'm having another one with my DH.  Good luck to you girl.....I'm thinking of you and support you in whatever you do!

Hi

It good to see you post. 

Everything will all work out the way it's supposed to!

((hugs))

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YIKES!

How the heck do you keep up with all your meds???  I have no advice for ya.  Sorry.  I get headaches and migraines, but not that frequently. 

{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}

Oooooh

Tough one.  I almost agree with Brandi though:  don't add a baby to the mix right now with dh that against it.  Maybe he'll come around, maybe he won't...

Things will work out, they always do.... but get healthy and take care of you!

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Where oh where is our One Ditto??  Where oh where can she beeeeeee??

I miss you!!  I hope you are well and your family too and that this means you are just busy!! 

(( HUGS )) and have a great week!!

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