09/08/2010 23:00
im going to do it today rather i like it or not
im going to pack my kids up in my stroller and just take a long walk around town im not going to think of what other people think im going to be clear headed and just try and work my hardest from now on cause i refuse to spend another summer fat!!! there is so much that my weight is holding me back from and i dont want it to anymore i just want to be comfortable in my own skin and love the way i feel and have more energy im only 20 years old with 2 young kids and i should not be feeling old with aches and pains in my legs and back from my weight i have never been thin well like from 11 up i was always bigger i just want to know how it feels to be confedent and sexy :]
woot i can do this!!!!!!!!
SW-250
GW-130
08/19/2010 23:35
i got my stroller!!!
im way excited now im going to try and prretty much walk my a$$ off lol :] it would be alot easier if i had someone to do it with :[
08/17/2010 20:30
time to kick myself in the butt
SO THIS WEEK IM STARTING TO GO BACK TO MY GYM IM GOING TO BE GOING 6 DAYS A WEEK IM GETTTING A DOUBLE STROLLER THIS WEEK TO AND IM GOING TO WALK TO MY GRANDMAS EVERYDAY WITH MY CHILDREN SO WE WILL SEE HOW EVERYTHING GOES! IM GOING TO BE GOING TO ZUMBA WITH MY MOTHER IN LAW I JUST NEED TO GET MORE ACTIVE I DONT HAVE MY LICENCE SO I AM STUCK AT HOME BUT AS SOON AS I GET MY DOUBLE STROLLER I THINK I WILL BE WALKING TONS SO IM GOING TO JUST GO AS MUCH AS I CAN AND TRY AS HARD AS I CAN I HAVE ALOT OF MOTIVATION I NEED TO BE A MOTIVATOR FOR MY DAD HE HAS ALOT OF HEALTH ISSUES AND NEEDS TO LOSE WEIGHT EVEN THOUGH WE LIVE A STATE AWAY I AM GOING TO TRY AND HELP HIM AS WELL
07/21/2010 22:31
my reasons
all my reasons for losing weight
1.
MY KIDS 
they need a fun mom someone to run around and play with them all day not just when i have the energy
i need them the most they can always count on me
i dont want to to have "the fat mom" like i dont want them to be teased at school
2. MY BROCK
HE LOVES ME SO MUCH REGARDLESS OF MY WEIGHT AND HE DESERVES BETTER HE DESERVES A BETTER ME
i would take a bullet for his happyness
I NEVER WANT TO BE WITH ANYONE ELS
i would die without him
NOBODY CAN MAKE ME SMILE LIKE HE CAN
3. ME
i need this for me for my health
im not doing it for the image
im not doing it to be accepted
im not doing it for any other reason
then the ones i have already said
its enough motivation for me :]
07/21/2010 01:04
realization
my name is jusdee and im 20 i have 2 wonderful kids that are so my world and life i would do anything for them nothing is not possible when it comes to them i have a loving husband the only thing stopping me from enjoying my life is my weight it is like this wall i cant take down it makes me shy and insecure and it is just like im trappped in a body that is not me like i cant even be who i want to be or do the things i want to do and i dont stand up when someone knocks me down and i guess that is my fault though i did this to myslef i have nobody but myself to blame but it is time for a change my husband deserves the better me he is so devoted and loving and PERFECT
i love him so much
so this is me and i will reach my goal any tips and advice on the way will be so great thanks!
