Ok, so I'm stuck. 150. I can't seem to get passed 150. hmmm.....I could look at it positively-I haven't gained any weight. BUT, I haven't lost any and isn't that the point of all this ?????

 

Anyway, I guess I need to take some time to regroup and find focus. I do have to admit that I haven't been working as hard the last couple of weeks as I had in the beginning. I can't expect something to work if I don't work it, right? Geesh, I feel like such a loser....It's like, food is soooo good and I just can't say no, which technically is not the problem. The problem is not knowing when to stop, or just not stopping....simply because I don't want to. That is so sad and I know it. But it's so freaking hard to change.....but of course, God always works things out the only way he knows how.....

 

I'm moving at the end of the week to a new apartment complex and it's a complete blessing. The community is brand spanking new, with nice kitchens and best of all, it has a fitness facility! Ok, so you're probably thinking, "...ok and?" Let me enlighten you First, this means, I will take pride in cooking and will actually want to cook, which is far healthier than eating out as we do now. Second, we are on the 3rd floor-enough said. Finally, I can work out in the fitness facility free of charge! I think God is trying to tell me something lol!!! Now if I can't lose these last 20lbs by October 2nd, then I'm truly a lazy, good for nothing piece of crap. The recipe for sucess has been placed in my lap, all I gotta do is just do it!!!!

 

On a lighter note, I'm really amazed at the fact that I have lost 20lbs since I initially started my weight loss journey in April. I'm halfway there, but 50% is not 100% so that's not good enough for me!

 

Thanks for all of the encouragement! It's greatly appreciated and I know we all will reach our goals with a lot of hard work and a heap of determination!!!