06/20/2009 15:22
Wake Up Call
Ok, so over the course of the past week, I have lost 4 lbs. Yipee me! But of course, that moment of pure exhilaration was short lived...
I went to Wal-mart yesterday, browsing the clearance racks, looking for a reason to spend money (I can't help it 
) I happened to look up too see a woman who could be more attractive if she wasn't so heavy. It took about a minute to realize that the overweight, almost attractive young woman was me!
I placed all my clearance items back on the rack and quietly walked out of the store.
) I happened to look up too see a woman who could be more attractive if she wasn't so heavy. It took about a minute to realize that the overweight, almost attractive young woman was me! I placed all my clearance items back on the rack and quietly walked out of the store. That moment did it for me. I realized that it was time that I got serious. I am so disgusted with how I allowed myself to reach this point. I am so unhappy right now that I am practically in tears everyday. How could I do this to myself????
Something has to change, and it has to begin with my mindset.
I acknowledge the fact that I am lazy, but no more. I acknowledge the fact that I overeat, but no more. I know that I have to change, and change is what I'm going to do, starting right here, right now. I have to get my life back!
30lbs to lose...It will be hard, but I have to do it for my health and my sanity 