Started off good and went down hill tonight!
So...I was really thinking to myself...you are doing such a great job! I am going to the gym 2x a day. I am taking dance classes again. I am really trying hard to lose this weight that I put on. Then when you have some person that doesn't even know you call you a cow it just really hurts. It hurts more then someone that you love calling you that. Not that someone you love would put it that way. But at least you know that person cares enough to tell you...you need to do something about it. I would never and have never called anyone something like that before. It is just so wrong. It shows you that it really isn't what's inside that counts...it is how you look. It is sad to say that....but I now know how other people that have had the same thing done to them feel. I might be really upset about it tonight...and actually crying over what this teeny bopper said...but you know what...maybe this is the extra kick I need. I will have my old body back. I will try and support anyone else to the best of my ability. I have been lazy for too long. I need to start this thing dang it and stick to it. I am going to Hawaii and I am going to have one of the best bodies on that beach. I am doing this for me now....I am not doing it to try and impress anyone...I am doing this to prove to myself that I can do it on my own. I am doing it to show my daughter I do care about myself. I WILL LOSE THIS WEIGHT BY APRIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!