Lazy Jane
Well, lets just say I don't remember much about yesterday - woke up not feeling great and had several errands to run. It's amazing how my moods change - One day I'm patient and easy going with kids, next I'm ready to ship them off to Mexico! This has alot to do with my health and energy level I'm sure. Didn't have any spare time to exercise yesterday, so today I have no excuse plus the weather is a bit warmer.
This morning for bfast - one egg on one slice whole wheat bread with slice of 2% milk cheese. I think a piece of fruit would be good for my energy level, yet didn't go there....my a.m. binges have consisted of drinking a whole pot of coffee and powdered cream and splenda. This I know isn't good or healthy, yet I'm having a hard time fighting the long time habit/ritual.
lunch sloppy joe sandwich - deer meat, tomatoe paste, slop joe seasoning on whole wheat buns 1 1/2 slice 2% milk cheese
Another big motivation in my life is my Mom. She's had history of not taking care of herself - food, cigs, alcohol and lack of exercise. I've pretty much (not purposely) followed in her footsteps with the above (exception of alcohol-unless occassional binge drinking socially -VERY COMPULSIVE WITH PLEASURE TYPE THINGS - VERY WRONG!). Yet she has had some extreme life changes - losing her job in Manhattan and moving to Houston which is closer to us (I'm her only child) in an apartment that she's inlove with. She's seeing more sunshine and has lost almost 15 lb without trying hard but she's been happier. I'm very proud of her and quite shocked to tell you the truth - Someone who has been miserable and angry for so many years has become positive. She still hasn't found a job, yet has high hopes. I hope she remains happy when she does find employment. It's amazing how different we are, yet how similar we are at the same time. Her steps to being healthier definately makes me think twice about myself - Like our little support groups here, we also need those physically around us to help keep us inspired and motivated.
A blogger friend had mentioned Overeater's Anonymous and I'm still interested yet haven't made the steps to research it locally. To anyone who reads this - I wouldn't mind knowing your story if your involved with the program.
Walked on treadmill 30 minutes :)
Dinner Light Asian Sesame Seed Salad with sliced almonds
2 fish sticks/1 chic nugget

