Little Loser

I am so close to losing my first 10 lbs and being in the next smaller decade. My scale at home has been showing little decrease. So when I went in to weigh Tuesday I wasn't expecting much. That is exactly what happened.-0.4!!! What is that?? That is barely a loss at all. It is my TOM if that hinders in any way then that's good. But I have to say I would have been more upset if it were zero or a gain. So I have to be happy with some loss even if it is little, right? But man I am so close to those 2 mentioned above.

I am so scared I won't have that much loss next week because this is the big 4th of July weekend. We will be heading to New Braunfels with my family. I am still planning on taking most of my JC food. I am just going to eat the dinners with family. I have the tools I need to use portion control. It is just going to be a test of do I have the will power. I so want to be minus 2 lbs next weigh in. I just hope I don't screw it up.

After yesterdays weigh in I finally had to have a food I was craving. SUSHI. I had my husband pick some up on the way home from work. I puposely didn't eat my salad from my JC menu and skipped the dinner and veggies so I could have my delicious 5 pieces and salad from there. It was sooo good!! This was the first time I have strayed away from my menu. I felt like I was doing something so wrong. But I really don't think it was that bad. I could have gone for way worse.

I am still getting in my exercise so I know that helps. I am hoping my DH will go for walks with me in New Braunfels. We will be going up/down a lot of stairs from our house to the river so that will burn some calories off. I wasn't able to get to the gym today but I did a walk away the pounds (3 miles).

Little loser out....