I'm such a slacker!!!
I'm really annoyed with myself at the moment!! This past week...I have done sod all exercise!!! I go on holiday to Majorca in 13 weeks and I'm NOT going as a whale again! I have been really lazy and haven't done ANYTHING from my list of daily activities. So...I'm going to throw my list away and aim to do as much as possible each day instead. I mean, it's not like I have suddenly gained 7lb or anything but...I have started having anxiety dreams about the holiday! I know...stupid right?! Normally, I have dreams about missing the planes etc because I overlay or get stuck in traffic. You want to know what the latest ones are.....that I get on holiday and don't fit into anything I have with me because I'm too fat for everything. I know it's rediculous but it stops me from getting excited...I feel more stressed than anything!!!
But on the plus side...these dreams ahve made me even more determined now not to go and be like that. So tomorrow I'm going to put last week behind me and get on with it. As my 1stone (14lb) treat, I had nail extensions done and I'm going to start back on the sunbeds this month. It's about time I started caring a bit more about how i look.
Ooh...off the topic of weight loss....I'm applying for a new job as a detention officer for the local police force. I can't wait. Fingers crossed I will get it as it's quite a bit more than I'm earning at the moment! Although the application form is rather difficult...if I can do it...it will deffinately be worth it. Would earn and extra £350 a month after tax! Woohoo!!
Did I mention before I'm starting kickboxing again? Well I am! I was quite fit when I went before.. and it would be useful if I get this job...knowing a bit of self defence. Right, I'm sure I have bored you ladies quite enough for one evening, so I will go and watch a DVD and awake in the morning fresh faced and ready to fight the world!
P.s. I can't wait for my Monday weigh in...here's hoping it's a loss!! :)