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| Start weight: | 275.50lb |
| Current weight: | 264.50lb |
| Goal weight: | 130.00lb |
| Lost to date: | 11.00lb |
| Remaining: | 134.50lb |
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I weighed myself today and I am down 8.5 pounds. WOOHOO!!!! I know it is cause I have really cut back on what I eat and stuff now and I am trying to walk some almost everyday! Hey I'll take any weightloss that I can!
So I have no blogged in a long time. Sorry for that however I have gained weight sadly! 
I have started eating very little through the day and then eating one meal at dinner time. I may eat a few bites at breakfast of something and then at lunch a few bites. Yesterday day I had a few ginger snaps for breakfast, then lunch I had a slice of dry bread dipped in potoato soup and a 1/2 slice jelly bread, dinner was one slice of pizza! I then walked 2 1/2 miles yesterday. Today I am going to do 3 1/2 miles. I can do this! I have to do this. My only other option is to have gastric bypass. I am kinda scared to have that done so I must get motivated! I am determined to ONLY drink WATER. No diet soda, no tea! No NOTHING! Water and water only! I pray that I have the will power to do this. I am sick and tired of being FAT! 
I want to be healthy not only for myself and dh but mostly for my kids. I need to do this. I can do this! I will do this!
I am finally down 5 more pounds! WOOHOO!! It's not much but I'll take it! I must go back to the gym for not only weightloss purposes but for my sanity as well. I am looking to start this week or next! I cannot wait!
ok si I have not been gopod at blogging! Life is crazy busy here butthatis no excuse, I'll try to be better! Anyway, I am eatting less. Trying to anyway. My lunches are usually a lean cuisine panini and weight watchers yogurt or something like that! Mostdays I do not eat breakfast and dinner just depends on my mood. But I am notreally losing much. I am frustrated. I know I need to go back to the gym but til dh's gets home he does not want to watch the kids while I go to the gym when he needs to bath and go to bed. So I need to figure something out. I am sick of being fat
at this blogging thing that is. LOL I have however been doing ok with my eating now. I bought smart ones and lean cuisine meals for me to eat at lunch. I have not been eating breakfast much. Maybe a slice of toast or a handful of dry cereal. That's about it! I had an old man at work the other night tell me who pretty I was though! LMFAO Anyway, I am trying to eat better. Somedays I do better than others. I am still not drinking enough water and I know I have to. I just need to make myself drink drink drink. Ialso plan to go to the gym. I keep saying it but dang it I am gonna go. I need to, I want to, I have to. SO all in all things are ok. I know I can do this. I have faith.
I am so bad about blogging lately! Anyway, I am not doing as well as I would like to butI am doing ok. Still not drinking NEAR as much water as I need to. This is a HUGE struggle for me. Anyway, I know this is not healthy thinking but I honestly keep thinking that if there was some way for me to easily make myself throw up I would do it! I KNOW when I was pregnant I lost a TON of weight from throwing up. I just cannot make myself throw up. I am joining the gym this week and going to go everyday for at least an hour! So hopefully that will help me lose weight and also help my stress levels. I know it did before when I was going to the gym. So that's my new goals. Drink more water and go to the gym. I can do it!
was full of ups and downs. I did good one day and not so good the next! It just depends on the day and my mood. UGH!!! I have not drank one drop of water all week. Not one drop. SHEESH!!! I seriously need to drink more water! I know I can I just don't! Why? I want to lose weight and get healthier but yet it seems so hard to stick to it once I get started. I NEED to change my ways. I NEED to! So I plan to monitor everything I eat, drink, exercise, and whatnot just so I can keep track of the good, the bad and the ugly! LOL
so my temptation was ice cream at Dairy Queen, but I passed it up! I do however have a weekness for Mocha Frapachinos (sp)
I have not posted in almost a week.. Anyway, this past week was ok except for my car got stolen Monday and then was returned Tuesday thank the good Lord! Other than that all is ok. I did ok dieting but I only walked 3 days. A total of 2- 21/2 miles. So I did not walk much. This week will be better! I am determined to eat less, exercise more and drink drink drink my water! I can do it!!!!!!!!
It's a new week and I am determined to do better this week. Today I had an eggo swirl (150 Calories and 3grams of fat), a slice of bologna, and 1/2 a banana so far! I just started drinking my water and am already at 20 oz. Only 100 oz left to go. I am going to go for a walk later on once dh gets home and I can go by myself. Right now I have chicken cooking for a YUMMY chicken salad. All in all I am doing ok and plan to just keep doing better!
