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Losing all pateince with myself and how yucky ajnd fat I am at the moment. Only one pair of jeans fits and I hate them. ANd I am job hunting so really can't spend any money on clothes. Miracle of miracle s have met a vute guy in this condition. A firefighter no less! But almost fear datign him as I only hva elike one shirt which makes me look cute at the moment and all cute underwear has long since been put in the "to wear later box". Eek. Ok, I must make some kind of random rule for myslef to get myself back in the 160s.... Exercise will be back on as of Dec 14th when I get back form long weekend away with friends, so can't count that till then as its bloody freezing out!!!! I am already totally blocking diary and refined carbs. Any other ideas from anyone on a wee kick start just to get me back into my jeans? I arrive back in ireland dec 28th and will join a gym and do a healthy show over there, but need to be able to look cute for NYE in london. NEED TO!!


